Fair play : $b a novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Fair play : $b a novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century
“And, as I am not rich, as I have nothing at all of my own, no one will
ever marry me for anything else but affection. And, as I find it so
sweet to depend on my dear father, who loves me, I shall find it very
sweet also to depend on another who shall love me—ah! if only half as
well as he does!”
“I hope you will remain with your father, my darling. Fathers may be
trusted with their daughters—sometimes. The same cannot be said of
lovers or husbands,” said Britomarte, earnestly, and laying her hand
caressing upon the bright head that leaned against her bosom. “Yes, I
hope you will never commit that spiritual suicide of which I spoke.”
Erminie gently lifted her head from her queen’s bosom—every motion of
the fair girl was gentleness itself—again she hesitated, and the bloom
wavered on her face and settled into an intense blush, as she softly
said:
“I do not agree with you, dear Britomarte. I cannot. Nor do I like
discussions on this subject. It seems sacrilegious to speak so
irreverently of the holiest mysteries in nature, for such, indeed, I
deem love and marriage; and it seems like unveiling the holy of holies
in one’s own sacred bosom to give one’s thoughts and feelings about
them. Still, when that, which to me is a divine truth, is assailed even
by you, dear Britomarte, I must defend it, if necessary, by laying bare
my own heart.”
“Defend it, then, my love. Come on! I shall mind your fencing about as
much as I should the pecking of an excited turtle dove,” said the
amazon, with an indulgent smile.
Yet again the bloom wavered and flickered on Erminie’s sensitive cheek
as she murmured, softly:
“I have been thinking of all you have said this morning; I have been
listening to my heart, and it has told me this: To lose self in the one
great vital love a true wife finds in a true husband, is not moral
suicide, as you say, but the passing into another life—a double
life—deeper, sweeter, more intense, and more satisfying than any known
alone. To be content to be guided by his wisdom, and upheld by his
strength, and comforted by his love—to have no will but his will, which
she makes her own—this is not to be a nonentity, or weak, or silly, or
childish, but to be identical with the husband’s greater life—to be
wise, strong, womanly. She passes into his life, becomes part and parcel
of it. In losing herself she finds herself; in giving herself away she
receives herself again—transfigured! Oh! Britomarte, I am not
intellectual like you, but I do know, because my heart surely tells me,
that the true wife and the true husband are one—one being on this earth,
as they will be one angel in heaven,” said the gentle girl, forgetting
her timidity in her enthusiasm.
“Bosh!” cried Elfrida Fielding, in disgust, tearing and throwing away
the withes of grass she had been winding around her fingers,
emblematically of her method of managing natural enemies.
“Bah!” yawned Alberta Goldsborough, shrugging her shoulders.
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