During the following weeks it seemed to him he was chasing his soul and
her own. In their daily intercourse--sweet, of course, tender, of
course--there was a constant sense of limitation. He wanted her to share
with him his love of the beautiful, but Mary Faversham was conventional.
He would have spent hours with her in the Louvre, hanging over
treasures, musing before pictures whose art he felt he could never
sufficiently make his own. Mrs. Faversham followed him closely, but
after a time watched the people. Whilst her lover--in love with all
beauty--remained transfixed over the contemplation of a petrified rose
found in the ruins of Pompeii, or intoxicated himself with the beauty of
an urn, she would interrupt his meditation by speaking to him of
unimportant things. She found resemblances in the little Grecian statues
to her friends in society. Tony sighed and relinquished seeing museums
with Mary. She patronized art with _largesse_ and generosity but he
discovered it was one way to her of spending money, an agreeable,
satisfying way to a woman of breeding and refinement.
The bewitching charm of her clothes, her great expenditures on herself,
made him open his blue eyes. Once he held her exquisitely shod foot in
his hand, admiring its beauty and its slenderness. On the polished
leather was the sparkle of her paste buckles; he admired the ephemeral
web of her silk stocking, and was ashamed that the thought should cross
his mind as to what this lovely foot represented of extravagance. But he
had been with her when she bought the buckles on the Rue de la Paix; he
knew the price they cost. Was the money making him sordid--hypercritical,
unkind?
Life for six months whirled round him. Mary Faversham dazzled and
bewitched him, charmed and flattered him. Their engagement had not been
made public. He ceased to work; he was at her beck and call; he went
with her everywhere. At her house, in her box at the opera, he met all
Paris. She was hardly ever alone with him; he made one of a group.
Nevertheless, they were talked about. Several orders for busts were the
outcome of his meeting fashionable Paris; but he did not work. Toward
March he received word from America that his bas-relief under the name
of Thomas Rainsford had won the ten thousand dollar prize. He felt like
a prince. For some singular reason he told no one, not even Dearborn. In
writing to him the committee had told him that according to the
contracts the money would not be forthcoming until July. He had gone
through so many bitter disappointments in his life that he did not want
in the minds of his friends to anticipate this payment and be
disappointed anew.
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