"I could wish it were heavier," she said, with a rather pitiful smile.
"I do what I can for the good dame and those dear children, but it isn't
much."
"It's more than I do," said Michael regretfully.
"Don't say that," she replied eagerly. "You give all you have to give.
But what irks me is the knowing I _should_ be able to do all needed for
the poor things, if only--my father----" she stopped short. "How are
they?" she went on again. "You have been there, I make sure?"
Michael blushed.
"They're fairly well," he said. "It was only a bundle of fire-wood, and,
and--some windfall apples I found--nothing to speak of. The
boy--Paul--has had a bit of work this week. I spoke to our master for
him, but it's a slack time of year, you see."
Ysenda nodded. Michael had turned and was retracing his steps with her.
For a moment or two neither spoke. Then suddenly the young man looked
at her, with a grave face.
"Ysenda," he said, "I want your advice," and he went on hurriedly to
relate to her the experiences of the last two Sundays in his cousins'
cottages. She listened attentively, but somewhat to his perplexity she
seemed in no way surprised or discouraged by his story, for when he
ended by saying, "Don't you think I'd best give it up? It doesn't seem
meant for the like of us. Uncle Peter didn't understand maybe that we're
not the same as him--we're too thick-skulled and dull, and not full of
benevolence and charity as he was. The good people don't care to bestow
their benefits on common rough fellows like us," she replied quietly:
"No, Michael, I don't agree with you. You've got wrong notions. There's
a condition attached to the spell, which must be discovered by yourself.
Uncle Peter told you this plainly. He said nothing about success
depending on your being very clever, or learned in the ways he was, and
he knew none of you were. He knew the condition was one quite possible
for you to fulfil, but it had to be your own doing. Well--Hodge and
Giles have failed--Giles less than Hodge----"
"Because he wasn't such a selfish pig as Hodge," Michael interrupted,
"still----"
Ysenda smiled.
"Still," she went on, "a meal of bread and cheese isn't worth the
trouble. I agree with you. But I don't see why _you_ should not succeed,
though the others have failed."
"I don't know why I _should_!" exclaimed he. "I can think of nothing new
to try, and it worries me. I keep dreaming about it night and day, till
I want to throw it over and have done with it. I had a plan----" but he
hesitated.
"Tell me your plan," she urged.
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