"I can't go on to Sartoris to-day," says Clarissa, in a troubled tone,
checking her horse in the middle of the broad avenue.
"No; come home instead," says Scrope; and, turning, they go slowly,
and almost silently, back to Gowran.
* * * * *
Horace, rousing himself after his encounter with Clarissa, puts his
hand impulsively to his face, the sting of the blow still remaining.
His illness has left him somewhat prostrate and weak; so that he feels
more intensely than he otherwise would the pain that has arisen from
the sudden stroke. A bitter execration rises to his lips; and then,
feeling that all hope of reconciliation with Clarissa is at an end, he
returns to Langham Station, and, with a mind full of evil thoughts
and bitter revenge, goes back to town.
Wild and disturbed in appearance, he breaks in upon Ruth as she sits
reading alone in the very room where she had last seen Clarissa. As he
enters, she utters a glad little cry of welcome, and, springing to her
feet, goes over to him.
"So soon returned?" she says, joyfully; and then something she sees in
his face freezes within her all further expressions of pleasure: his
eyes are dark, his whole face is livid with rage.
"So you betrayed me?" he says, pushing her away from him. "Now, no
lies! I saw Clarissa Peyton to-day, and I know everything."
"You have been to Pullingham?" exclaims she, with a little gasp.
"Horace, do not blame me. What was I to do? When she came in here, and
saw me----"
"Clarissa, here?"
"Yes, here. I was afraid to tell you of it before, you seemed so weak,
so fretful. Last Tuesday week--the day you had the sleeping-draught
from Dr. Gregson--she came; she entered the room, she came near you,
she touched you, she would"--faintly--"have kissed you. But how could
I bear that? I stepped forward just in time to prevent her lips from
meeting yours."
"And so," he says, with slow vindictiveness, taking no notice of her
agony, "for the sake of a mere bit of silly sentimentality you spoiled
every prospect I have in life."
"Horace, do not look at me like that," she entreats, painfully.
"Remember all that has passed. If for one moment I went mad and forgot
all, am I so much to be blamed? You had been mine--altogether
mine--for so long that I had not strength in one short moment to
relinquish you. When she would have kissed you, it seemed to me more
than I could endure."
"Was it? It is but a little part of what you will have to endure for
the future," he says, brutally. "You have wilfully ruined me, and must
take the consequences. My marriage with Clarissa Peyton would have set
me straight with the world once more, and need not have altered our
relations with each other one iota."
"You would have been false to your wife?" murmurs she, shrinking back
from him. "Oh, no! that would have been impossible!"
He laughs ironically.
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