Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
sheltered herself from the consequences of her faults; rather she met
them too eagerly, acknowledged a venial error with too much contrition,
and never rested till she had laid her heart bare to her friend and
judge, and vindicated its every impulse. To this admirable frankness,
soft tenderness, and heart-cheering gayety was added a great store of
common sense. Her fault, if fault it could be called, was a too earnest
craving for the sympathy and affection of those she loved; to obtain
this, she was unwearied, nay, prodigal, in her endeavours to please and
serve. Her generosity was a ready prompter, while her sensibility
enlightened her. She sought love, and not applause; and she obtained
both from all who knew her. To sum up all with the mention of a
defect--though she could feel the dignity which an adherence to the
dictates of duty imparts, yet sometimes going wrong--sometimes wounded
by censure, and always keenly alive to blame, she had a good deal of
timidity in her character. She was so susceptible to pain, that she
feared it too much, too agonizingly; and this terror of meeting anything
harsh or grating in her path rendered her too diffident of herself--too
submissive to authority--too miserable, and too yielding, when anything
disturbed the harmony with which she desired to be surrounded.
"It was these last qualities, probably, that led her to accept Mr.
Neville's offer. Her father wished it, and she obeyed. He was a retired
lieutenant in the navy. Sir Boyvill got him raised to the rank of post
captain; and what naval officer but would feel unbounded gratitude for
such a favour! He was appointed to a ship--sailed--and fell in an
engagement not many months after his daughter's marriage--grateful, even
in his last moments, that he died commanding the deck of a man-of-war.
Meanwhile his daughter bore the effects of his promotion in a less
gratifying way. Yet, at first, she loved and esteemed her husband. He
was not then what he is now. He was handsome; and his good breeding had
the polish of the day. He was popular, through a sort of liveliness
which passes for wit, though it was rather a conventional ease in
conversation than the sparkle of real intellect. Besides, he loved her
to idolatry. Whatever he is now, still vehemence of passion forms his
characteristic; and though the selfishness of his disposition gave an
evil bias even to his love, yet it was there, and for a time it shed its
delusions over his real character. While her artless and sweet caresses
could create smiles--while he played the slave at her feet, or folded
her in his arms with genuine and undisguised transport, even his darker
nature was adorned by the, to him, alien and transitory magic of love.
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