Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"But marriage too soon changed Sir Boyvill for the worse. Close intimacy
disclosed the distortions of his character. He was a vain and a selfish
man. Both qualities rendered him exacting in the extreme; and the first
gave birth to the most outrageous jealousy. Alithea was too ingenuous
for him to be able to entertain suspicions; but his jealousy was
nourished by the difference of their age and temper. She was
nineteen--in the first bloom of loveliness--in the freshest spring of
youthful spirits--too innocent to suspect his doubts--too kind in her
most joyous hour to fancy that she could offend. He was a man of the
world--a thousand times had seen men duped and women deceive. He did not
know of the existence of a truth as spotless and uncompromising as
existed in Alithea's bosom. He imagined that he was marked out as the
old husband of a young wife; he feared that she would learn that she
might have married more happily; and, desirous of engrossing her all to
himself, a smile spent on another was treason to the absolute nature of
his rights. At first she was blind to his bad qualities. A thousand
times he frowned when she was gay--a thousand times ill-humour and
cutting reproofs were the results of her appearing charming to others,
before she discovered the selfish and contemptible nature of his
passion, and became aware that, to please him, she must blight and
uproot all her accomplishments, all her fascinations; that she must for
ever curb her wish to spread happiness around; that she, the very soul
of generous, unsuspecting goodness, must become cramped in a sort of bed
of Procrustes, now having one portion lopped off, and then another, till
the maimed and half-alive remnant should resemble the soulless, niggard
tyrant, whose every thought and feeling centred in his Lilliputian self.
That she did at last make this discovery, cannot be doubted; though she
never disclosed her disappointment, nor complained of the tyranny from
which she suffered. She grew heedful not to displease, guarded in her
behaviour to others, and so accommodated her manner to his wishes, as
showed that she feared, but concealed that she no longer esteemed him. A
new reserve sprang up in her character, which, after all, was not
reserve; for it was only the result of her fear to give pain, and of her
unalterable principles. Had she spoken of her husband's faults, it would
have been to himself--but she had no spirit of governing--and
quarrelling and contention were the antipodes of her nature. If, indeed,
this silent yielding to her husband's despotism was contrary to her
original frankness, it was a sacrifice made to what she esteemed her
duty, and never went beyond the silence which best becomes the injured.
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