Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
The loss of her father had acquainted the poor child with death. Her
mother had explained the awful mystery as well as she could to her
infantine intellects, and, indulging in her own womanish and tender
fancies, had often spoken of the dead as hovering over and watching
around his loved ones, even in the new state of existence to which he
had been called. Yet she wept as she spoke: "He is happy," she
exclaimed, "but he is not here! Why did he leave us? Ah, why desert
those who loved him so well, who need him so dearly! How forlorn and
cast away are we without him!"
These scenes made a deep impression upon the sensitive child--and when
her mother died too, and was carried away and placed in the cold earth
beside her husband, the orphan would sit for hours by the graves, now
fancying that her mother must soon return, now exclaiming, "Why are you
gone away? Come, dear mamma, come back--come quickly!" Young as she was,
it was no wonder that such thoughts were familiar to her. The minds of
children are often as intelligent as those of persons of maturer
age--and differ only by containing fewer ideas--but these had so often
been presented to her--and she so fixed her little heart on the idea
that her mother was watching over her, that at last it became a part of
her religion to visit, every evening, the two graves, and saying her
prayers near them, to believe that her mother's spirit, which was
obscurely associated with her mortal remains reposing below, listened to
and blessed her on that spot.
At other times, neglected as she was, and left to wander at will, she
conned her lesson, as she had been accustomed at her mother's feet,
beside her grave. She took her picture-books there, and even her
playthings. The villagers were affected by her childish notion of being
"with mamma;" and Missy became something of an angel in their eyes, so
that no one interfered with her visits, or tried to explain away her
fancies. She was the nursling of love and nature: but the human hearts
which could have felt the greatest tenderness for her beat no longer,
and had become clods of the soil--
"Borne round in earth's diurnal course
With rocks, and stones, and trees."
There was no knee on which she could playfully climb--no neck round
which she could fondly hang--no parent's cheek on which to print her
happy kisses--these two graves were all of relationship she knew upon
the earth--and she would kiss the ground and the flowers, not one of
which she plucked--as she sat embracing the sod. "Mamma" was everywhere
around. "Mamma" was there beneath, and still she could love and feel
herself beloved.
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