Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
In a few seconds he recovered himself. Yet so had he worked up his mind
to die; so impossible did it appear that his aim should fail him, that
in those few seconds the earth and all belonging to it had passed
away--and his first exclamation, as he started up, was, "Where am I?"
Something caught his gaze; a little white figure, which lay but a few
paces distant, and two eyes that gleamed on him--the horrible thought
darted into his head--had another instead of himself been the victim?
and he exclaimed in agony, "Gracious God! who are you?--speak! What have
I done!" Still more was he horror-struck when he saw that it was a
little child who lay before him--he raised her--but her eyes had glared
with terror, not death; she did not speak; but she was not wounded, and
he endeavoured to comfort and reassure her, till she, a little restored,
began to cry bitterly, and he felt, thankfully, that her tears were a
pledge that the worst consequences of her fright had passed away. He
lifted her from the ground, while she, in the midst of her tears, tried
to get him away from the grave he desecrated. The twilight scarcely
showed her features; but her surpassing fairness--her lovely countenance
and silken hair, so betokened a child of love and care, that he was more
the surprised to find her alone, at that hour, in the solitary
churchyard.
He soothed her gently, and asked, "How came you here? what could you be
doing so late so far from home?"
"I came to see mamma."
"To see mamma! Where? how? Your mother is not here."
"Yes she is; mamma is there;" and she pointed with her little finger to
the grave.
The stranger started up--there was something awful in this childish
simplicity and affection: he tried to read the inscription on the stone
near--he could just make out the name of Edwin Raby. "That is not your
mother's grave," he said.
"No; papa is there--mamma is here, next to him."
The man, just bent on self-destruction, with a conscience burning him to
the heart's core--all concentrated in the omnipotence of his own
sensations--shuddered at the tale of dereliction and misery these words
conveyed; he looked earnestly on the child, and was fascinated by her
angel look; she spoke with a pretty seriousness, shaking her head, her
lips trembling--her large eyes shining in brimming tears. "My poor
child," he said, "your name is Raby then?"
"Mamma used to call me Baby," she replied; "they call me Missy at
home--my name is Elizabeth."
"Well, dear Elizabeth, let me take you home; you cannot stay all night
with mamma."
"Oh, no; I was just going home when you frightened me."
"You must forget that; I will buy you a doll to make it up again, and
all sorts of toys; see, here is a pretty thing for you!" and he took the
chain of his watch, and threw it over her head; he wanted so to distract
her attention as to make her forget what had passed, and not to tell a
shocking story when she got home.
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