Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
The hour came when they must part. She was not to see him on the morrow,
until the trial was over; for her presence during the preliminary scenes
was neither fitting nor practicable. Already great indulgences had been
granted to the prisoner, arising from his peculiar position, the great
length of time since the supposed crime had been committed, and the
impression, now become general, that he was innocent. But this had
limits--the morrow was to decide all, and send him forth free and
guiltless, or doom him to all the horrors of condemnation and final
suffering.
Their parting was solemn. Neither indulged in grief. Falkner felt
composed--Elizabeth endeavoured to assume tranquillity; but her lips
quivered, and she could not speak; it was like separating not to meet
for years; a few short hours, and she would look again upon his
face--but how much would happen in the interval! how mighty a change
have occurred! What agony would both have gone through! the one
picturing, the other enduring the scene of the morrow; the gaze of
thousands--the accusation--the evidence--the defence--the verdict--each
of these bearing with it to the well-born and refined a barbed dart,
pregnant with thrilling poison; ignominy added to danger. How Elizabeth
longed to express to the assembled world the honour in which she held
him, whom all looked on as overwhelmed with disgrace; how she yearned to
declare the glory she took in the ties that bound them, and the
affection that she bore! She must be mute--but she felt all this to
bursting; and her last words, "Best of men! excellent, upright, noble,
generous, God will preserve you and restore you to me!" expressed in
some degree the swelling emotions of her soul. They parted. Night and
silence gathered round Falkner's pillow. With stoical firmness he
banished retrospect--he banished care. He laid his hopes and fears at
the feet of that Almighty power, who holds earth and all it contains in
the hollow of his hand, and he would trouble himself no more concerning
the inevitable though unknown decree. His thoughts were at first solemn
and calm; and then, as the human mind can never, even in torture, fix
itself unalterably on one point, milder and more pleasing reveries
presented themselves. He thought of himself as a wild yet not worthless
schoolboy--he remembered the cottage porch clustered over with
odoriferous parasites, under whose shadow sat--the sick, pale lady, with
her starry eyes and wise lessons, and her radiant daughter, whose soft
hand he held as they both nestled close at her feet. He recalled his
wanderings with that daughter over hill and dale, when their steps were
light, and their hearts unburdened with a care, soared to that heaven
which her blessed spirit had already reached. Oh, what is life, that
these dreams of youth and innocence should have conducted her to an
untimely grave--him to a felon's cell! The thought came with a sharp
pang; again he banished it, and the land of Greece, his perils, and his
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