Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
It is a singular law of human life, that the past, which apparently no
longer forms a portion of our existence, never dies; new shoots, as it
were, spring up at different intervals and places, all bearing the
indelible characteristics of the parent stalk; the circular emblem of
eternity is suggested by this meeting and recurrence of the broken ends
of our life. Falkner had been many years absent from England. He had
quitted it to get rid of the consequences of an act which he deeply
deplored, but which he did not wish his enemies to have the triumph of
avenging. So completely during this interval had he been cut off from
any, even allusion to the past, that he often tried to deceive himself
into thinking it a dream; often into the persuasion that, tragical as
was the catastrophe he had brought about, it was in its result for the
best. The remembrance of the young and lovely victim lying dead at his
feet prevented his ever being really the dupe of these fond deceits--but
still, memory and imagination alone ministered to remorse--it was
brought home to him by none of the effects from which he had separated
himself by a vast extent of sea and land.
The sight of the English at Baden was exceedingly painful to him. They
seemed so many accusers and judges; he sedulously avoided their resorts,
and turned away when he saw any approach. Yet he permitted Elizabeth to
visit among them, and heard her accounts of what she saw and heard even
with pleasure; for every word showed the favourable impression she made,
and the simplicity of her own tastes and feelings. It was a new world to
her, to find herself talked to, praised, and caressed by decrepit,
painted, but courteous old princesses, dowagers, and all the tribe of
German nobility and English fashionable wanderers. She was much amused,
and her lively descriptions often made Falkner smile, and pleased him by
proving that her firm and unsophisticated heart was not to be deluded by
adulation.
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