Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
To England! such a word Falkner had never before spoken--Miss Jervis
looked almost surprised, and really pleased. A return to her native
country, so long deserted, and almost forgotten, was an event to excite
Elizabeth even to agitation--the very name was full of so many
associations. Were they hereafter to reside there? Should they visit
Treby? What was about to happen? She was bid ask no questions, and she
obeyed--but her thoughts were the more busy. She remembered, also, that
Neville was English, and she looked forward to meeting him, and renewing
her projects for his welfare.
CHAPTER VIII
In the human heart, and, if observation does not err, more particularly
in the heart of man, the passions exert their influence fitfully. With
some analogy to the laws which govern the elements, they now sleep in
calm, and now arise with the violence of furious winds. Falkner had
latterly attained a state of feeling approaching to equanimity. He
displayed more cheerfulness--a readier interest in the daily course of
events--a power to give himself up to any topic discussed in his
presence; but this had now vanished. Gloom sat on his brow--he was
inattentive even to Elizabeth. Sunk back in the carriage--his eyes bent
on vacancy, he was the prey of thoughts, each of which had the power to
wound.
It was a melancholy journey. And when they arrived in London, Falkner
became still more absorbed and wretched. The action of remorse, which
had been for some time suspended, renewed its attacks, and made him look
upon himself as a creature at once hateful and accursed. We are such
weak beings, that the senses have power to impress us with a vividness
which no mere mental operation can produce. Falkner had been at various
times haunted by the probable consequences of his guilt on the child of
his victim. He recollected the selfish and arrogant character of his
father; and conscience had led him to reproach himself with the
conviction, that whatever virtues young Neville derived from his mother,
or had been implanted by her care, must have been rooted out by the
neglect or evil example of his surviving parent. The actual effect of
her loss he had not anticipated. There was something heart-breaking to
see a youth, nobly gifted by nature and fortune, delivered over to a
sullen resentment for unmerited wrongs--to dejection, if not to despair.
An uninterested observer must deeply compassionate him; Elizabeth had
done so, child as she was, with a pity almost painful from its excess;
what, then, must he feel who knew himself to be the cause of all his wo?
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