False EvidenceOppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
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False Evidence
Oppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
Soldiers -- Fiction
I looked down--tall though I was, it was not far to stoop--into her
slightly flushed face, and through the dusky twilight I could see her
eyes sparkling with a gleam of indignation. She was right to say that
I had better go home--nay, I had better never have started. What had
come over me that I should find my heart throbbing with pleasure to be
alone with the daughter of the man whom I hated? It was treachery to
my father, and, as the thought of him wandering about in his weary
exile rushed into my mind, a sudden shame laid hold of me. I drew
myself up, and strode along in silence, speaking never another word
until we reached the gate leading on to the lawn. Then I opened it,
and raising my cap with a half-mechanical gesture, stood aside to let
her pass.
"Good-evening, Mr. Arbuthnot."
"Good-evening, Miss Devereux."
It might have been merely a fancy, but it seemed to me that she
lingered for a second, as though expecting me to say something else.
And though I was gazing fixedly over her head, I knew well that her
eyes were raised to mine. But I stood silent and frowning, waiting
only for her to pass on, and so she went without another word.
I watched her, fair and stately, walking with swift, graceful steps
along the gravel path. Then I turned my back upon the spot where she
had vanished, and, leaning against the low iron gate, let my face fall
upon my folded arms.
Of all the mental tortures which a man can undergo, what is there worse
than the agony of self-reproach? To be condemned by another's judgment
may seem to us comparatively a light thing--but to be condemned by our
own, what escape or chance of escape can there be from that! And it
seemed to me as though I were arraigned before the tribunal of my own
conscience. As clearly as though indeed he stood there, I saw before
me the bowed form, and unhappy face of my poor father, looking
steadfastly at me out of his sad blue eyes, with the story of his weary
suffering life written with deep lines into his furrowed face. And
then I saw myself standing at the window of my rooms in Exeter, with an
oath ringing from my lips, and a passionate purpose stirring my heart,
and last of all I saw myself only a few minutes ago walking by her side
with stirred pulses and bounding heart--by her side, whose father,
curse him! was the man above all others whom I should hate--for was it
not his lying word which had driven Herbert Devereux from his home, and
blasted a life more precious to me than my own! At that moment a
passionate longing came upon me to stand face to face with him, the man
whom we had met in the moonlight on Exmoor, and tear the truth from his
lying throat.
"Mr. Arbuthnot!"
I started violently and turned round pale and agitated with the rage
which was burning within me. Maud Devereux stood before me--Maud, with
the pride gone out from her exquisite face, and the warming light of a
kindly sympathy shining out of her glorious eyes.
"I startled you, Mr. Arbuthnot?"
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