Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
General
Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
Fiction
After Miss Starbrow's departure Fan was shown to her room, where her
luggage had already been taken by the one indoor servant, a staid,
middle-aged woman. It was a light, prettily furnished apartment on the
first floor, with a large window looking on to the garden at the back.
There were flowers on the dressing-table--Miss Churton had placed them
there, she thought--and the warm fragrant air coming in at the open
window seemed to bring nature strangely near to her. Looking away,
where the trees did not intercept the view, it was all green
country--gently-sloping hills, and the long Eyethorne wood, and
rich meadow-land, where sleepy-looking cows stood in groups or waded
knee-deep in the pasture. It was like an earthly paradise to her senses,
but just now her mind was clouded with a great distress. Mary's strange
words to her, and the warning that she would be cast out of Mary's
heart, that it would be again with her as it had been before entering
into this new life of beautiful scenes and sweet thoughts and feelings,
if she allowed herself to love her new teacher and companion, filled
her with apprehension. She sat by the window looking out, but with a
dismayed expression in her young eyes; and then she remembered how Mary,
in a sudden tempest of rage, had once struck her, and how her heart had
almost burst with grief at that unjust blow; and now it seemed to her
that Mary's words if not her hand had dealt her a second blow, which was
no less unjust; and covering her face with her hands she cried silently
to herself. Then she remembered how quickly Mary had repented and had
made amends, loving her more tenderly after having ill-treated her in
her anger. It consoled her to think that Mary had so great an affection
for her; and perhaps, she thought, the warning was necessary; perhaps if
she allowed her heart to have its way, and to give all that this lovely
and loving girl seemed to ask, Mary would be less to her than she had
been. She resolved that she would strive religiously to obey Mary's
wishes, that she would keep a watch over herself, and not allow any such
tender feelings as she had experienced in the garden to overcome her
again. She would be Miss Churton's pupil, but not the intimate, loving
friend and companion she had hoped to be after first seeing her.
While Fan sat by herself, occupied with her little private trouble,
which did not seem little to her, downstairs in the small drawing-room
there was another trouble.
“Before you go up to your room I wish to speak to you, Constance,” said
her mother.
Miss Churton stood swinging her straw hat by its ribbon, silently
waiting to hear the rest.
“All right, Jane,” said Mr. Churton to his wife. “I am just going to run
up to the village for an hour. You don't require me any more, do you?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account