Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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things to her to destroy the effect of my teaching, and of the religious
influence I shall bring to bear on her. I am ready to go down on my
knees to you, my daughter, to implore you, by whatever you may yet hold
dear and sacred, not to bring so terrible a grief on me as the loss of
this young soul would be. For into my charge she has been committed, and
from me her Maker and Father will require her at the last day!”
“There is no occasion for you to go on your knees to me, mother. I
repeat that I will obey your wishes in everything. Surely you must know
that, however we may differ about speculative matters, I am not
immoral, and that you can trust me. And oh, mother, let us live in peace
together. It is so unspeakably bitter to have these constant dissensions
between us. I will not complain that you have been the cause of so much
unhappiness to me, and made me a person to be avoided by the few people
we know, if only--if only you will treat me kindly.”
“My poor girl, do you not know that it is more bitter to me, a
thousand times, than to you? Oh, Constance, will you promise me one
thing?--promise me that you will go back to the Bible and read the words
of Christ, putting away your pride of mind, your philosophy and critical
spirit; promise that you will read one chapter--one verse even--every
day, and read it with a prayer in your heart that the Spirit who
inspired it will open your eyes and enable you to see the truth.”
“No, mother, I cannot promise you that, even to save myself from greater
unhappiness than you have caused me. It is so hard to have to go over
the old ground again and again.”
“I have, I hope, made you understand my wishes,” returned her mother
coldly. “You can go to your room, Constance.”
The other rose and walked to the door, where she stood hesitating for
a few moments, glancing back at her mother; but Mrs. Churton's face had
grown cold and irresponsive, and finally Constance, with a sigh, left
the room and went slowly up the stairs.
CHAPTER XV
For the rest of the day peace reigned at Wood End House. Mr. Churton,
whose absence at mealtime was never made the subject of remark, did not
return to tea when the three ladies met again; for now, according to
that proverb of the Peninsula which says “Tell me who you are with, and
I will tell you who you are,” Fan had ceased to belong to the extensive
genus Young Person, and might only be classified as Young Lady, at all
events for so long as she remained on a footing of equality under the
Churton roof-tree.
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