Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Mrs. Churton sighed. How unutterably sad it seemed to her that this
girl, so lovely in her person, so sweet in disposition, with so pure
and saint-like an expression, should be in this dark and heathenish
condition! But there was infinite comfort in the thought that this
precious soul to be saved had fallen into her hands, and not into those
of some worldling like Miss Starbrow herself, or, worse still, of a
downright freethinker like her own daughter. After having made her first
survey of Fan's mind, finding nothing there except that queer farrago
of Scripture lessons which had never been explained to her, and were now
nearly forgotten, it seemed to Mrs. Churton that it was almost a blank
with regard to spiritual things, like that proverbial clean sheet of
paper on which anything good or bad may be written. It troubled her
somewhat, and this was the one cloud on that fair prospect, that her
daughter would have so much to do with Fan's mind. She was anxious to
trust in her daughter's honour, yet felt, with her belief concerning the
weakness of any merely human virtue, that it would scarcely be safe or
right to trust her. She resolved to observe a middle course--to trust
her, but not wholly, to pray but to watch as well, lest the fowls of the
air should come in her absence and devour the sacred seed she was about
to scatter.
These, and many more reflections of a like kind, occurred to her while
she was occupied in turning over that pitiful rubbish, composed of
broken fragments of knowledge, in the girl's mind; then she addressed
herself fervently to the task of planting there the great elementary
truth that we are all alike bad by nature, and that only by faith in the
Son of God who died for our sins can we hope to save our souls alive.
This was unspeakably bewildering to Fan, for in a vague kind of way her
neglected mind had conceived a system of right and wrong of its own,
which was entirely independent of any narrative or set of doctrines, and
did not concern itself with the future of the soul. To her mind there
were good people and bad people, besides others she could not classify,
in whom the two opposite qualities were blended, or who were of
a neutral moral tint. The good were those who loved their
fellow-creatures, especially their relations, and were kind to them
in word and deed. The bad were those who gave pain to others by their
brutality and selfishness, by untruthfulness and deceit, and by speaking
unkind and impure words.
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