Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Now to be told that this was all a vain delusion, mere fancy, that
she was a child of sin, as unclean in the sight of Heaven as the
worst person she had ever known--a Joe Harrod or a Captain Horton, for
instance--and that God's anger would burn for ever against her unless
she cast away her own filthy rags--Fan thought that these had been
cast away a long time ago--and clothed herself with the divine
righteousness--all that bewildered and surprised her at first. But
being patient and docile she proved amenable to instruction, and as she
unhesitatingly and at once yielded up every point which her instructress
told her was wrong, there was nothing to hinder progress--if this rapid
skimming along over the surface of a subject can be so described. And as
the lesson progressed it seemed to Mrs. Churton that her pupil took
an ever-increasing interest in it, that her mind became more and more
receptive and her intelligence quicker.
The girl's shyness wore off by degrees, her tremulous voice grew firmer,
her pallid cheeks flushed with a colour tender as that of the wild
almond blossom, and her eyes, bright with a new-born confidence, were
lifted more frequently to the other's face. Their hands touched often
and lingered caressingly together, and when the elder lady smiled,
a responsive smile shone in the girl's raised eyes and played on her
delicately-moulded mouth--a smile that was like sunlight on clear water,
revealing a nature so simple and candid; and deep down, trembling into
light, the crystalline soul which had come without flaw from its Maker's
hands, and in the midst of evil had caught no stain to dim its perfect
purity. It seemed now to Mrs. Churton, as she expounded the sacred
doctrines which meant so much to her, that she had not known so great a
happiness since her daughter, white even to her lips at the thought
of the cruel pain she was about to inflict, yet unable to conceal the
truth, had come to her and said with trembling voice, “Mother, I no
longer believe as you do.” For how much grief had the children God had
given her already caused her spirit! Two comely sons, her first and
second-born, had after a time despised her teachings, and had grown up
almost to manhood only to bring shame and poverty on their home; and
had then drifted away beyond her ken to lose themselves in the wandering
tribe of ne'er-do-wells in some distant colony. But her daughter had
been left to her, the clear-minded thoughtful girl who would not be
corrupted by the weakness and vices of a father, nor meet with such
temptations as her brothers had been powerless to resist; and in loving
this dear girl with the whole strength of her nature--this one child
that was left to her to be with her in time and eternity--she had found
consolation, and had been happy, until that dark day had arrived, and
she heard the words that spoke to her heart
A deeper sorrow
Than the wail upon the dead.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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