Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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But Miss Churton never changed. That first morning when she had, so to
speak, looked over her pupil's mind, seeking to discover her natural
aptitudes, was a type of all the succeeding days when they were together
at their studies. The girl's fears were quickly allayed; while Mrs.
Churton more slowly and little by little got over her unjust suspicions.
And the result was that with the exception of little petulant or
passionate outbreaks on the part of Mr. Churton, mere tempests in a
tea-cup, a novel and very welcome peace reigned at Wood End House.
Between mother and daughter there was only one quarrel more--the last
battle fought at the end of a long war. For a few days after that
evening when Constance had accompanied her to church, the poor woman
almost succeeded in persuading herself that a long-desired change was
coming, that the quiet curate, who had all learning, ancient and modern,
at his finger-ends, had succeeded at last in touching her daughter's
hard heart, and in at least partially lifting the scales that darkened
her eyes. For he was always seeking her out, conversing with her, and
it was evident to her mind that he had set himself to bring back
that wanderer to the fold. But the very next Sunday brought a great
disillusion. As usual her daughter did not go to church in the morning,
but when the bells were calling to evening service, and she stood with
Fan ready to leave the house, she still lingered, looking very pale, her
hands trembling a little with her agitation, afraid to go out too soon
lest Constance should also be coming. With sinking heart she at last
came out, but before walking a dozen yards she left Fan and went back to
the house, and going up to her daughter's bedroom, tapped at the door.
Constance opened it at once; her hat was on, and she had a book in her
hand.
“Are you not coming to church with us, Constance?” said the mother,
speaking low as if to conceal the fact that her heart was beating fast.
“No mother, I am only going to the garden to read.”
Mrs. Churton turned aside, and then stood for some moments in doubt.
There was such a repelling coldness in her daughter's voice, but it was
hard to have all her sweet hopes shattered again!
“Is it because I have expected it this evening, Constance, and have
asked you to go? Then how unkind you are to me! Last Sunday evening you
went unsolicited.”
“You are mistaken,” returned the other quietly. “I am not and never have
been unkind. All the unkindness and the enmity, open and secret, has
been on your side. That you know, mother. And I did not go unasked last
Sunday. Do you wish to know why I went?”
“Why did you go?”
“Only to please Mr. Northcott, and because he asked me. He knew, I
suppose, as well as I did myself, that it makes no difference, but I
could not do less than go when he wished it, when he is the only person
here who treats me unlike a Christian.”
_“Unlike_ a Christian! Constance, what do you mean?”
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