Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“I mean that he has treated me kindly, as one human being should treat
another, however much they may differ about speculative matters.”
“May God forgive you for your wicked words, Constance.”
“Leave me, mother; Fan is waiting, and you will be late at church. I
have not interfered with you in any way about the girl. Teach her what
you like, make much of her, and let her be your daughter. In return I
only ask to be left alone with my own thoughts.”
Then Mrs. Churton went down and joined Fan, deeply disappointed, wounded
to the core and surprised as well. For hitherto in all their contests
she, the mother, had been the aggressor, as she could not help
confessing to herself, while Constance had always been singularly
placable and had spoken but little, and that only in self-defence.
Now her own gentle and kind words had been met with a concentrated
bitterness of resentment which seemed altogether new and strange.
“What,” she asked herself, “was the cause of it?” Was this mysterious
poison of unbelief doing its work and changing a heart naturally sweet
and loving into a home of all dark thoughts and evil passions? Her words
had been blasphemous, and it was horrible to reflect on the condition of
this unhappy lost soul.
But these distressing thoughts did not continue long. Mr. Northcott
happened that evening to say a great deal about kindness and its effects
in his sermon; and Mrs. Churton, while she listened, again and again
recalled those words which her daughter had spoken, and which had seemed
so wild and unjust--“All the unkindness and the enmity, open and secret,
has been on your side.” Had she in her inconsiderate zeal given any
reason for such a charge? For if Constance really believed such a thing
it would account for her excessive bitterness. Then she remembered
how Fan had been mysteriously won over to her own side; to herself the
girl's action had seemed mysterious, but doubtless it had not seemed
so to Constance; she had set it down to her mother's secret enmity; and
though that reproach had been undeserved, it was not strange that she
had made it.
In the evening when Miss Churton, who had recovered her placid manner,
said good-night and left the room, her mother rose and followed her out,
and called softly to her.
Constance came slowly down the stairs, looking a little surprised.
“Constance, forgive me if I have been unkind to you,” said the mother,
with trembling voice.
“Yes, mother; and forgive me if I said too much this evening--I _did_
say too much.”
“I have already forgiven you,” returned her mother; and then for a few
moments they remained standing together without speaking.
“Good-night, mother,” said Constance at length, and offering her hand.
Her mother took it, and after a moment's hesitation drew the girl to her
and kissed her, after which they silently separated.
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