Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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But more to her than these friends were the very poor, whose homes,
sometimes made wretched by want or sickness or intemperance, she visited
in Mrs. Churton's company. The lady of Wood End House was not without
faults, as we have seen; but they were chiefly faults of temper--and her
temper was very sorely tried. She could not forget her lost sons, nor
shut her eyes to her husband's worthlessness. But the passive resistance
her daughter always opposed to her efforts, her dogged adherence to a
resolution never to discuss religious questions or give a reason for
her unbelief, had a powerfully irritating, almost a maddening, effect
on her, and made her at times denunciatory and violent. Her daughter's
motive for keeping her lips closed was a noble one, only Mrs. Churton
did not know what it was. But she was conscious of her own failings, and
never ceased struggling to overcome them; and she was tolerant of faults
in others, except that one fatal fault of infidelity in her daughter,
which was too great, too terrible, to be contemplated with calm. In
spite of these small blemishes she was in every sense a Christian,
whose religion was a tremendous reality, and whose whole life was one
unceasing and consistent endeavour to follow in the footsteps of her
Divine Master. To go about doing good, to minister to the sick and
suffering and comfort the afflicted--that was like the breath of life
to her; there was not a cottage--hardly a room in a cottage--within the
parish of Eyethorne where her kindly face was not as familiar as that of
any person outside of its own little domestic circle. Mrs. Churton soon
made the discovery that she could not give Fan a greater happiness than
to take her when making her visits to the poor; to have the gentle girl
she had learnt to love and look on almost as a daughter with her was
such a comfort and pleasure, that she never failed to take her when it
was practicable. At first Fan was naturally stared at, a little rudely
at times, and addressed in that profoundly respectful manner the poor
sometimes use to uninvited visitors of a class higher than themselves,
in which the words border on servility while the tone suggests
resentment. How inappropriate and even unnatural this seemed to her!
For these were her own people--the very poor, and all the privations and
sufferings peculiar to their condition were known to her, and she had
not outgrown her sympathy with them. Only she could not tell them that,
and it would have been a great mistake if she had done so. For no one
loves a deserter--a renegade; and a beggar-girl who blossoms into a lady
is to those who are beggars still a renegade of the worst description.
But the keen interest she manifested in her shy way in their little
domestic troubles and concerns, and above all her fondness for little
children, smoothed the way, and before long made her visits welcome.
She would kneel and take the staring youngster by its dirty hand--so
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