Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Poor woman! she had gone for comfort and counsel to her pastor, and this
was all she got. He was a good hater, and regarded Miss Churton with a
feeling that to his way of thinking was a holy one. “Do not I hate them,
O Lord, that hate Thee? I hate them with perfect hatred; I count them
mine enemies.” As for separating two inseparable things, the sinner and
the sin (matter and an affection of matter), and loving one and hating
the other, that was an intellectual feat altogether beyond his limited
powers, although he considered it one which Mr. Northcott might be able
to accomplish. He had made it impossible for his enemy to do any injury
in the parish; she had been dropped by Eyethorne “society,” and she did
not go among the poor; but this was not enough to satisfy him, and the
sermon he had preached against her, which drove her from the church,
had been deliberately prepared with the object of driving her from the
parish. He had failed in his object, and now he was angry because he
could not separate Fan from her, and, unjust and even cruel in his
anger, he turned on the unhappy mother.
To his words Mrs. Churton could only reply, “What can I do--what can
I do?” And as he refused to answer her, having said his last word, she
rose and went home more unhappy than ever, more angry with Fan, and
embittered against her daughter; for that the vicar had truly shown her
the reason of her failure she could not doubt.
They were both entirely wrong, although the mistake was a very natural
one, and, in the circumstances, almost unavoidable. Constance had
scrupulously observed the compact. Nothing could be further from her
mind than any desire to win others to her way of thinking. The religious
instinct was strong in her, and could flourish without the support of
creed or doctrine; at the same time she recognised the fact that in
others--in a very large majority of persons, perhaps--it is a frail
creeping plant that trails along the ground to perish trodden in the
dust without extraneous support.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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