Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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to understand and to respond; but there was no response from the heart,
and in spite of striving her thoughts, her soul, were elsewhere, and her
eyes wore a distant wistful look. And Mrs. Churton was hot-tempered; in
all the years of her self-discipline she had never been able to wring
from her heart that one drop of black blood; and sometimes when she
talked to Fan, and read and prayed with her, and noticed that impassive
look coming over her face to quench its brightness like a cloud, her old
enemy would get the best of her, and she would start up and hurriedly
leave the room without a word, lest it should betray her into passionate
expression.
“Yes, I have also noticed this in Miss Affleck,” the vicar said to her
one day when she had been speaking to him on the subject. “She seemed
at one time so docile, so teachable, so easy to be won, and now it is
impossible not to see that there is something at work neutralising all
our efforts and making her impervious to instruction. But, my dear Mrs.
Churton, we _know_ the reason of this; Miss Affleck is too young, too
ignorant and impressible not to fall completely under the influence of
your daughter.”
“But my daughter has promised me and has given me her word of honour
that nothing has been said or will be said or done to alienate her
pupil's mind from religious subjects. And we know, Mr. Long, that even
those who are without God may still be trusted to speak the truth--that
they have that natural morality written on their hearts of which St.
Paul speaks.”
“Yes, that's all very well, and I don't say for a moment that your
daughter has deliberately set herself to undo your work and win her
pupil to her own pernicious views. But is it possible for her, even if
she wished it, to conceal them altogether from one who is not only
her pupil but her intimate friend and constant companion? Her whole
life--thoughts, acts, words, and even looks--must be leavened with the
evil leaven; how can Miss Affleck live with her in that intimate way
without catching some of that spirit from her? You know that so long
as they were not thus intimate this girl was everything that could
be desired, that from the time they became close friends she began to
change, and that religion is now becoming as distasteful to her as it is
to her teacher.”
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