Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“I don't know why you have condescended to tell me of this engagement.
Was it only to show me how utterly you put aside and despise a mother's
authority--a mother's right to be consulted before taking so important
a step? But that is the principle you have acted on all along--to ignore
and treat with silent contempt your mother's words and wishes. And you
have succeeded in making Fan as bad as yourself. I can see it all better
now. Your example, your teaching, has drawn her away from me, and I am
as little to her now as to you. She would never have entered into these
secret doings and plottings if you had not corrupted her. You have
made her what she is; take her and go where you like together, and ruin
yourself in any way that pleases you best, for I have no longer any
influence over either of you. Only do not ask me to sanction what you
do, or to give you any assistance.”
Constance rose and moved away, but before reaching the door she turned
and spoke. “Mother, I cannot pay any attention to such wild, unfounded
accusations. If I must leave home without a shilling in my purse after
teaching Fan for a year, I can only say that you are treating me with
the greatest injustice, and that a stranger would have treated me
better.” Then she left the room, and for several days after no word
passed between mother and daughter.
Nevertheless Mrs. Churton was keenly alive and deeply interested in all
that was passing around her. She noted that the hours of study were very
much shortened now, and that the girls were continually together in the
house, and from their bedroom sweepings and stray threads clinging to
their dresses, and the snipping sound of scissors, she judged that they
were busy with their preparations. Fan had gone back to her ancient but
happily not lost art of dressmaking, and was making Constance a dress
from a piece of stuff which the latter had kept by her for some time.
Mrs. Churton had continued hoping against hope, but the discovery that
this garment was being made convinced her at last that her daughter's
resolution was not to be shaken, and that the dreaded separation was
very near.
At length one morning, just after receiving a letter from London, and
when only one week of Fan's time at Wood End House remained, she spoke
to her daughter, calling her into her own room.
“Constance,” she said, speaking in a constrained tone and with studied
words, “I fully deserved your reproach the other day. I should not have
let you go from home without a shilling in your purse. I spoke hastily,
in anger, that day, and I hope you will forgive me. Miss Starbrow's
agent has just sent the eighteen pounds for the last quarter; I cannot
do less than hand it over to you, and only wish that I had it in my
power to give you more.”
“Thank you, mother; but I would much rather that you kept part of it. I
do not require as much as that.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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