Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“I must tell you something else, mother,” she said. “I do not quite
belong to myself now, but to another; and if the man I have promised to
marry were to come for me to-morrow, or to send for me to go to him, I
could no longer remain with you. As it happens, we are not going to be
married soon--not for a year at least, perhaps not for two. Before that
time comes I wish to know what it is to live by my own work.... He is
a worker, working with his mind in London: I think it would be a good
preparation for my future, that it would make me a better companion for
him, if I were also to work now and be independent.... If you can only
give me a little money--enough to pay my expenses for a short time--a
few weeks in London, until I begin to make enough to keep myself!”
“And who is this person you speak of, Constance, of whose existence I
now hear for the first time?”
“I have been for some months in correspondence with him, but our
engagement is only recent, and that is why you have not heard of it
before. He is a clerk in the Foreign Office, and from that you will know
that he is a gentleman. He also employs his leisure time in literary
work. I can show you his photograph if you would like to see it,
mother.”
“And have you, Constance, engaged yourself to a person you have not even
seen?”
“No, mother, I have of course seen him.”
“Where?”
“Here, in Eyethorne. Last August, when I was walking in the woods with
Fan, we met him, and he recognised Fan, whom he had met in London at
Miss Starbrow's house, and spoke to her. We had a long conversation
on that day, and I met him again and talked with him the next day, and
after that we kept up the acquaintance by letter.”
“And you and Fan together met this man and never mentioned it to me! Let
me ask you one question more, Constance. Is this person you are engaged
to a Christian or an infidel?”
“Mother, it is not fair to put the question in that way. You call me an
infidel, but I am not an infidel--I do not call myself one.”
“Do not let us go into hair-splitting distinctions, Constance. I ask you
again this simple question--Is he a Christian?”
“Not in the way that you understand it. He is not a Christian.”
The other turned her face away, a little involuntary moan of pain
escaping her lips; and for the space of two or three minutes there was
silence between them, the daughter repenting that she had vainly given
her confidence, and the mother revolving all she had heard in her mind,
her grief changing gradually into the old wrath and bitterness. And at
length she spoke.
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