Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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During their second day in town they managed after much searching to
find cheap furnished apartments--a bed and small sitting-room--on the
second floor of a house in a monotonous street of yellow brick houses in
the monotonous yellow brick wilderness of West Kensington. Their search
for rooms would not have occupied them very long if Constance had been
as easily satisfied as her companion; but although in most of the places
they visited she found the bedrooms “good enough,” wretched as they were
compared with her own fragrant and spotless bower at Wood End House, she
was not so readily pleased with the sitting-room. That, at all events,
must not wear so mean and dingy a look as one usually has to put up with
when the rent is only ten shillings a week; and beyond that sum they
were determined not to go. The reason of this fastidiousness about
a sitting-room presently appeared. Fan was told the secret of the
engagement with Merton Chance; also that Merton was now for the first
time about to be informed of the step Constance had taken without first
consulting him, and asked to visit her at her lodgings. Constance felt
just a little hurt at the way her news was received, for Fan said little
and seemed unsympathetic, almost as if her friend's happiness had been a
matter of indifference to her.
Next day, after moving into their new quarters, Constance wrote her
letter, addressing it to the Foreign Office, posting it herself in the
nearest pillar-box, and then settled herself down to wait the result. It
was weary waiting, she found, when the next morning's post brought her
no answer, and when the whole day passed and no Merton came, and no
message. She was restless and anxious, and in a feverish state of
anxiety, fearing she knew not what; but outwardly she bore herself
calmly; and remembering with some resentment still how little her
engagement had seemed to rejoice her friend, she proudly held her peace.
But she would not leave the house, for the lover might come at any
moment, and it would not do to be out of the way when he arrived. She
remained indoors, pretending to be much occupied with her writing, while
Fan went out for long walks alone. The next day passed in like manner,
the two friends less in harmony and less together than ever; and when
still another morning came and brought no letter, Fan began to feel
extremely unhappy in her mind, for now the long-continued strain was
beginning to tell on her friend, robbing her cheeks of their rich
colour, and filling her hazel eyes with a great unexpressed trouble.
But on that day about three o'clock, while Constance sat at her window,
which commanded a view of the street, she saw a hansom-cab arrive at the
door, and the welcome form of her lover spring rapidly out and run up
the steps. He had come to her at last! But why had he left her so
long to suffer? She heard his steps bounding up the stairs, and stood
trembling with excitement, her hand pressed to her wildly-beating heart.
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