Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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One glance at his face was enough to show her that her fears had been
idle, that her lover's heart had not changed towards her; the next
moment she was in his arms, feeling for the first time his kisses on her
lips. After the excitement of meeting was over, explanations followed,
and Merton informed her that he had only just received her letter,
and greatly blamed himself for not having sent her his new address
immediately after having left the Foreign Office.
“Left the Foreign Office! Do you mean for good?” asked Constance in a
kind of dismay.
“I hope for good,” he replied, smiling at her serious face. “The
uncongenial work I had to do there has chafed me for a long time. It
interfered with the real and serious business of my life, and I threw
it up with a light heart. I must be absolutely free and master of my own
time before I can do, and do well, the work for which I am fitted.”
“But, dear Merton, you told me that your work was so light there, and
that the salary you had relieved you from all anxiety, and left you free
to follow the bent of your own mind in literary work.”
“Did I? That was one of my foolish speeches then. However light any work
may be, if it occupies you during the best hours of the day, it must to
some extent take the freshness out of you. And to look at the matter in
a practical way, I consider that I am a great gainer, since by resigning
a salary of £250 a year I put myself in a position to make five hundred.
I hope before very long to make a thousand.”
His news had given a considerable shock to Constance, but he seemed so
confident of success, laughing gaily at her doubts, that in a little
while he succeeded in raising her spirits, and she began to believe
that this exceedingly clever young man had really done a wise thing in
throwing up an appointment which would have secured him against actual
want for the whole term of his life.
After a while she ventured to speak of her own plans and hopes. He
listened with a slight smile.
“I have not the slightest doubt that you could make your living in that
way,” he said; “for how many do it who are not nearly so gifted as you
are! But, Connie, if I understand you rightly, you wish to begin making
money at once, and that is scarcely possible, as you have not been
doggedly working away for years to make yourself known and useful to
editors and publishers.”
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