Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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The drive down, and rambles about the flower-beds, and visit to the
tropical house, gave Fan great pleasure; and then Eden confessed that he
always found the beauty of Kew, or at all events the flowery portion of
it, a little cloying; he preferred that further part where trees grew,
and the grass was longer, with an occasional weed in it, and where
Nature didn't quite look as if an army of horticultural Truefitts were
everlastingly clipping at her wild tresses with their scissors
and rubbing pomatum and brilliantine on her green leaves. To that
comparatively incult part they accordingly directed their steps, and
found a pleasant resting-place on a green slope with great trees behind
them and others but small and scattered before, and through the light
foliage of which they could see the gleam of the Thames, while the
plash of oars and the hum of talk and laughter from the waterway came
distinctly to their ears. But just on that spot they seemed to have the
Gardens to themselves, no other visitors being within sight. The day was
warm and the turf dry, but for fear of moisture Eden spread his light
covert coat for Fan to sit on, and then stretched himself out by her
side.
“In this position I can watch your face,” he said. “Usually when we
are sitting or standing together I only half see your eyes. They hide
themselves under those shady lashes like violets under their leaves. Now
I can look straight up into them and read all their secrets.”
“I shouldn't like you to do that--I mean to look steadily at my eyes.”
“Why not, Fan; is it not a pleasant thing to have a friend look into
one's eyes?”
“Yes, just for a moment, but not--” and then she came to a stop.
“Perhaps you are right,” he said after a while, finding she did not
continue. “I wonder if I can guess what was in your mind just then? Was
it that our eyes reveal all they are capable of revealing at a glance,
in an instant; that at a glance we see all that we wish to see; but that
they do not and cannot reveal our inner self, the hidden things of the
soul; and that when our eyes are gazed steadily at it looks like an
attempt to pierce to that secret part of us?”
“Yes, I think that is so.”
“And yet I think that friends that love and trust each other ought
not to have that uncomfortable feeling. Why should you have it, for
instance, in a case where your friend freely opens his heart to you, and
tells you every thought and feeling he has about you? For instance, if
I were to open my heart to you now and tell you all that is in it--every
thought and every wish?”
She glanced at him and her lips moved, but she did not speak, and after
a little he continued:
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