Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“Listen, Fan, and you shall hear it all. In the first place there is
the desire to see you contented and happy. The desire brings the thought
that happiness results from the possession of certain things, which, in
your case, fate has put out of your reach. Your future is uncertain, and
in the event of a serious illness or an accident, you might at any time
be deprived of your only means of subsistence; so that to free you from
that anxiety about the future which makes perfect happiness impossible,
a fixed income sufficient for anything and settled on you for life would
be required. And now, Fan, may I tell you how I should like to act to
put these thoughts and feelings about you into practice?”
“How?” said Fan, glancing for a moment with some curiosity at his face.
“This is what I should do--how gladly! I should invest a sum of money
for your benefit, and appoint trustees who would pay you the interest
every year as long as you lived. I should also buy a pretty little house
in some nice neighbourhood, like this one of Kew, for instance, and have
it beautifully decorated and furnished, and make you a present of it,
so that you would have your own home. If you wished to study music
or painting, or any other art or subject, I should employ masters to
instruct you. And I should also give you books, and jewels, and dresses,
and go with you to plays and concerts, and take you abroad to see other
countries more beautiful than ours.”
Here he paused as if expecting some reply, but she spoke no word; she
only glanced for a moment at his upturned face with a look of wonder and
trouble in her eyes.
Then he continued, “And in return for all that, Fan, and for my
love--the love I have felt for you since I saw you on that evening at
Norland Square--I should only ask you to be my friend still, but with a
sweeter, closer, more precious friendship than you have hitherto had for
me.”
Again she glanced at him, but only for an instant; for a few moments
more she continued silent, deeply troubled, then with face still
averted, pressed her hand on the ground to assist her in rising; but he
caught her by the wrist and detained her.
“Have you nothing to say to me, Fan?” he asked.
“Only that I wish to stand up, Arthur, if you will let me.”
She spoke so quietly, in a tone so like her usual one, using his
Christian name too, that he looked searchingly at her, not yet knowing
how his words had affected her. Her cheeks were flushed, but she was
evidently not angry, only a little excited perhaps at his declaration.
Her manner only served to raise his hopes.
“Then let me assist you,” he said, springing lightly to his feet, and
drawing her up. But before she could steady herself his arms were round
her waist, and she was drawn and held firmly against his breast while he
kissed her two or three times on the cheek.
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