Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“But I might lose my place then,” said Fan, surprised at the cool way
in which Mr. Tytherleigh invited her to take a holiday, and thinking of
what the grim and terrible manager would say.
“I cannot say more,” he returned. “I have only stated Mr. Eden's wishes,
and certainly think it would be better not to risk missing him by
going out tomorrow. In any case I shall see or communicate with your
employer.”
He left her with an excited mind which kept her awake a greater part of
the night, and next morning she resolved to do as she had been told and
remain in all day, even at the risk of losing her situation. Then as the
hours wore on and Arthur came not, her excitement increased until it
was like a fever in her veins, and made her lips dry, and burnt in her
cheeks like fire. She could not read, nor work, nor sit still; nor could
she take any refreshment, with that gnawing hunger in her heart; but
hour after hour she moved about her narrow room until her knees trembled
under her, and she was ready to sink down, overcome with despair that
the brother she had found and loved was ashamed to own her for a sister.
Finally she set the door of her room open, and at every sound in
the house she flew to the landing to listen; and at last, about five
o'clock, on going for the hundredth time to the landing, she heard a
visitor come into the hall and ask for “Miss Affleck.” She hurried
down to the ground floor, passing the servant girl who had admitted her
brother and was going up to call her. When she entered the sitting-room
Eden was standing on the further side staring fixedly at a picture on
the wall. It was a picture of a fashionable young lady of bygone days,
taken out of one of L.E.L.'s or Lady Blessington's _Beauty Books;_ she
was represented wearing a shawl and flounced dress, and with a row of
symmetrical curls on each side of her head--a thing to make one laugh
and weep at the same time, to think of the imbecility of the human mind
of sixty years ago that found anything to admire in a face so utterly
inane and lackadaisical. So absorbed was Eden in this work of art that
he did not seem to hear the door open and his sister's steps on the worn
carpet.
“Arthur--at last!” she cried, advancing to him, all her sisterly
affections and anxiety thrilling in her voice.
He half turned towards her with a careless “How d'ye do, Fan?” and then
once more became absorbed in contemplating the picture.
Her first impulse on entering the room had been to throw her arms about
his neck, but the momentary glimpse of his face she had caught when he
turned to greet her arrested her steps. His face was deathly pale, and
there was an excited look in his eye which seemed strangely to contrast
with his light, indifferent tone.
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