And then, in the spirit still, I found that my turn had come, and
the great circle of grey spectators stretched round me and I walked
forth alone to play my innings. Now the aspect of affairs was mightily
changed for me. The fielders in their liveries of blood or ebony had
all quite vanished away; Death himself had dwindled into a mere remote
shadow; and as the ball came, it rolled so feebly and so weakly that
I laughed and smote it, and marvelled that such bowling had ever
proved difficult to anybody. I performed with confidence; I hit hard;
I surprised myself and seemed to be playing a glorious game; but no
applause reached me; the grey ghosts all had their backs turned; for
many a time had they seen great innings played; and mine offered no
shadow of interest to anybody but myself. Presently Death bowled a
little straighter; but now I had got a good sight of the ball, and it
seemed as big as a balloon, and I felt I could do what I liked with it.
Suddenly, however, a delivery broke in, as I tried to cut it, and out
of the invisible there started a livid monster, and stretched a huge
hand that darkened all the sky. My heart grew cold, and my head sank
between my shoulders, and I glared at the loathsome thing thus suddenly
loosed upon me in my secure hour. For a moment the onlookers were
interested; then a murmur like the wind in a winter wood ran amongst
them, for the ball was dropped, and the hideous fielder again vanished.
I had come back to my innings by a short cut, and, settling down once
more, I played with a caution new to me, for I could never again forget
the invisible terror waiting so close.
But this Game of Life grows harder and harder as a man keeps up his
wicket. The bowling, so easy at first, increases in difficulty. To get
the ball away is more and more arduous; the light grows bad so quickly;
and a man is often hit by the ball towards the end and robbed of his
nerve and courage. Those deathly charnel things in the field, too,
creep nearer and nearer at the finish, and when once a man sees them
waiting--waiting, watching, whispering--he knows he can score no more,
and that the duration of his innings is now but a question for Death
and Time.
In the gathering darkness I stood, and the ball was lost, for I could
neither time it nor even see it any more. And I knew that I was not
playing with a straight bat. Then a murmur of many voices rang in my
ear, a sound of waters flowing, and a sensation of such weariness as
only the dying know. Finally, there came a ball of terrible swiftness
to me, and it struck the shoulder of my feeble bat and went into the
darkness. Then followed the sound of hands upon it and of remote
laughter; so I knew that my innings was ended. I strained to see what
fiend had caught me; I yearned to know my score and in which book it
should be found. But I could do none of these things, for Death, whose
voice I had never heard until now, cried: “How’s that, Umpire?” And
Time answered, “Out!”
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