Fanny Burney and Her Friends: Select Passages from Her Diary and Other WritingsBurney, Fanny
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Fanny Burney and Her Friends: Select Passages from Her Diary and Other Writings
Burney, Fanny
Burney, Fanny, 1752-1840 -- Friends and associates
“When I came to the little dressing-room, I stopped, irresolute what
to do. I heard men’s voices; I was seized with the most cruel alarm at
such a sound in her Majesty’s dressing-room. I waited some time, and
then the door opened, and I saw Colonel Goldsworthy and Mr.
Batterscomb. I was relieved from my first apprehension, yet shocked
enough to see them there at this early hour. They had both sat up
there all night, as well as Sandys. Every page, both of the King and
Queen, had also sat up, dispersed in the passages and ante-rooms; and
oh, what horror in every face I met!
“I waited here, amongst them, till Sandys was ordered by the Queen to
carry her a pair of gloves. I could not resist the opportunity to
venture myself before her. I glided into the room, but stopped at the
door: she was in bed, sitting up; Miss Goldsworthy was on a stool by
her side!
“I feared approaching without permission, yet could not prevail with
myself to retreat. She was looking down, and did not see me. Miss
Goldsworthy, turning round, said, ‘’Tis Miss Burney, ma’am.’
“She leaned her head forward, and in a most soft manner, said, ‘Miss
Burney, how are you?’
“Deeply affected, I hastened up to her; but, in trying to speak, burst
into an irresistible torrent of tears.
“My dearest friends, I do it at this moment again, and can hardly
write for them; yet I wish you to know all this piercing history
right.
“She looked like death—colourless and wan; but nature is infectious;
the tears gushed from her own eyes, and a perfect agony of weeping
ensued, which, once begun, she could not stop; she did not, indeed,
try; for when it subsided, and she wiped her eyes, she said, ‘I thank
you, Miss Burney—you have made me cry; it is a great relief to me—I
had not been able to cry before, all this night long.’
“Oh, what a scene followed! what a scene was related! The King, in the
middle of the night, had insisted upon seeing if his Queen was not
removed from the house; and he had come into her room, with a candle
in his hand, opened the bed-curtains, and satisfied himself she was
there, and Miss Goldsworthy by her side. This observance of his
directions had much soothed him; but he stayed a full half-hour, and
the depth of terror during that time no words can paint. The fear of
such another entrance was now so strongly upon the nerves of the poor
Queen that she could hardly support herself.
“The King—the royal sufferer—was still in the next room, attended by
Sir George Baker and Dr. Heberden,[92] and his pages, with Colonel
Goldsworthy occasionally, and as he called for him. He kept talking
unceasingly; his voice was so lost in hoarseness and weakness, it was
rendered almost inarticulate; but its tone was still all benevolence—
all kindness—all touching graciousness.
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