“Father,” interrupted Hector, “it is no fancy--least of all a sudden
one! I fell in love with Annie the very first time I saw her waiting at
table. It is true I did not understand what had befallen me for some
time; but I do, and I did from the first, and now forever I shall both
love and worship Annie!”
“Mr. Hector,” said Annie, “it was too bad of you to listen. I did not
know anyone was there but your father. You were never intended to hear;
and I did not think you would have done such a dishonorable thing. It
was not like you, Mr. Hector!”
“How was I to know you had secrets with my father, Annie? Dishonorable
or not, the thing is done, and I am glad of it--especially to have heard
what you had no intention of telling me.”
“I could not have believed it of you, Mr. Hector!” persisted Annie.
“But, now that I think of it,” suggested Mr. Macintosh, “may not your
mother think she has something to say in the matter between you?”
This was a thought already dawning upon her that terrified Annie; she
knew, indeed, perfectly how his mother would regard Hector’s proposal,
and she dared not refer the matter to her decision.
“I must be out of the house first, Mr. Hector,” she said--and I think
she meant--“before I confess my love.”
The impression Annie had made upon her master may be judged from the
fact that he rose and went, leaving his son and the parlor-maid
together.
What then passed between them I cannot narrate precisely. Overwhelmed by
Hector’s avowal, and quite unprepared as she had been for it, it was yet
no unwelcome news to Annie. Indeed, the moment he addressed her, she
knew in her heart that she had been loving him for a long time, though
never acknowledging to herself the fact. Such must often be the case
between two whom God has made for each other. And although he were a
bold man who said that marriages were made in heaven, he were a bolder
who denied that love at first sight was never there decreed. For where
God has fitted persons for each other, what can they do but fall
mutually in love? Who will then dare to say he did not decree that
result? As to what may follow after from their own behavior, I would be
as far from saying that was _not_ decreed as from saying the
conduct itself _was_ decreed. Surely there shall be room left, even
in the counsels of God, for as much liberty as belongs to our being made
in his image--free like him to choose the good and refuse the evil! He
who _has_ chosen the good remains in the law of liberty, free to
choose right again. He who always chooses the right, will at length be
free to choose like God himself, for then shall his will itself be free.
Freedom to choose and freedom of the will are two different conditions.
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