But alas! what if the obligation of a live soul went farther than this
life? What if a man was bound, by the fact that he lived, to live on,
and do everything possible to keep the life alive in him? There his
heart sank, and the depths of the sea covered it! Did God require of him
that, sooner than die, he should beg the food to keep him alive? Would
he be guilty of forsaking his post, if he but refused to ask, and waited
for Death? Was he bound to beg? If he was, he must begin at once by
refusing to accept the smallest credit! To all they must tell the truth
of their circumstances, and refuse aught but charity. But was there not
something yet he could try before begging? He had had a good education,
had both knowledge and the power of imparting it; this was still worth
money in the world’s market. And doubtless therein his friend could do
something for him.
Therewithal his new dread was gone; one possibility was yet left him in
store! To his wife he must go, and talk the thing over with her. He had
still, he believed, threepence in his pocket to pay for the omnibus.
It began to move; and then first, waking up, he saw that he had seated
himself between a poor woman and a little girl, evidently her daughter.
“I am very sorry to incommode you, ma’am,” he said apologetically to the
white-faced woman, whose little tartan shawl scarcely covered her
shoulders, painfully conscious of his dripping condition, as he took off
his hat, and laid it on the floor between his equally soaking feet. But,
instead of moving away from him to a drier position beyond, the woman,
with a feeble smile, moved closer up to him, saying to her daughter on
his other side:
“Sit closer to the gentleman, Jessie, and help to keep him warm. She’s
quite clean, sir,” she added. “We have plenty of water in our place, and
I gave her a bath myself this morning, because we were going to the
hospital to see my husband. He had a bad accident yesterday, but thank
God! not so bad as it might have been. I’m afraid you’re feeling very
cold, sir,” she added, for Hector had just given an involuntary shiver.
“My husband he’s a bricklayer,” she went on; “he has been in good work,
and I have a few shillings in hand, thank God! Times are sure to mend,
for they seldom turns out so bad as they looks.”
Involuntarily Hector’s hand moved to his trouser pocket, but dropped by
his side as he remembered the fare. She saw his movement, and broke into
a sad little laugh.
“Don’t mistake me, sir,” she resumed. “I told you true when I said I
wasn’t without money; and, before the pinch comes, wages, I dare say,
will show their color again. Besides, our week’s rent is paid. And he’s
in good quarters, poor fellow, though with a bad pain to keep him
company, I’m afraid.”
“Where do you live?” asked Hector “But,” he went on, “why should I ask?
I am as poor as you--poorer, perhaps, for I have no trade to fall back
upon. But I have a good wife like you, and I don’t doubt she’ll think of
something.”
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