“It is a risk to take you without a character.”
“I am very sorry, ma’am; but I have no one that can vouch for
me--except, indeed, Mrs. Slater, of the High School, would say a word in
my favor.”
“Well, well!” answered Mrs. Macintosh, “I am so far pleased with you
that I do not think I can be making a _great_ mistake if I merely give
you a trial. You may come to-night, if you like--that is, with your
mother’s permission.”
Annie ran home greatly relieved, and told her mother what a piece of
good-fortune she had had. Mrs. Melville did not at all take to the idea
at first, for she cherished undefined expections for Annie, and knew
that her father had done so also, for the girl was always reading, and
had been for years in the habit of reading aloud to him, making now and
then a remark that showed she understood well what she read. So the
mother took comfort in her disappointment that her child had, solely for
her sake, she supposed, betaken herself to such service as would at once
secure her livelihood and bring her in a little money, for, with the
shadow of coming want growing black above them, even her first
half-year’s wages was a point of hope and expectation.
“Well, Annie,” she answered, after a few moments’ consideration, “it is
but for a time; and you will be able to give up the place as soon as you
please, and the easier that she only takes you on trial; that will hold
for you as well as for her.”
But nothing was farther from Annie’s intention than finding the place
would not suit her: no change could she dream of before at least she had
a pound-note in her hand, when at once she would make it clear to her
mother what a terrible scare had driven her to the sudden step she had
taken. Until then she must go about with her whole head sick and her
whole heart faint; neither could she for many weeks rid herself of the
haunting notion that the banker, who was chiefly affected by her
crime,--for as such she fully believed and regarded her deed,--was fully
aware of her guilt. It seemed to her, when at any moment he happened to
look at her, that now at last he must be on the point of letting her
know that he had read the truth in her guilty looks, and she constantly
fancied him saying to himself, “That is the girl who stole my money; she
feels my eyes upon her.” Every time she came home from an errand she
would imagine her master looking from the window of his private room on
the first floor, in readiness to cast aside forbearance and denounce
her: he was only waiting to make himself one shade surer! Ah, how long
was the time she had to await her cleansing, the moment when she could
go to him and say, “I have wronged, I have robbed you; here is all I can
do to show my repentance. All this time I have been but waiting for my
wages, to repay what I had taken from you.” And, oddly enough, she was
always mixing herself up with the man in the parable, who had received
from his master a pound to trade with and make more; from her dreams she
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