Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume OneCarleton, William
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Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume One
Carleton, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
It would be difficult to find any language, no matter what pen might
wield it, capable of portraying the love which Honora Donovan bore to
her gentle, her beautiful, and her only son. Ah! there in that last
epithet, lay the charm which wrapped her soul in him, and in all that
related to his welfare. The moment she saw it was not the will of God
to bless them with other offspring, her heart gathered about him with a
jealous tenderness which trembled into agony at the idea of his loss.
Her love for him, then, multiplied itself into many hues, for he was in
truth the prism, on which, when it fell, all the varied beauty of its
colors became visible. Her heart gave not forth the music of a single
instrument, but breathed the concord of sweet sounds, as heard from the
blended melody of many. Fearfully different from this were the feelings
of Fardorougha, on finding that he was to be the first and the last
vouchsafed to their union. A single regret, however, scarcely felt,
touched even him, when he reflected that if Connor were to be removed
from them, their hearth must become desolate. But then came the
fictitious conscience, with its nefarious calculations, to prove that,
in their present circumstances, the dispensation which withheld others
was a blessing to him that was given. Even Connor himself, argued the
miser, will be the gainer by it, for what would my five loaves and three
fishes be among so many? The pleasure, however, that is derived from the
violation of natural affection is never either full or satisfactory.
The gratification felt by Fardorougha, upon reflecting that no further
addition was to be made to their family, resembled that which a hungry
man feels who dreams he is partaking of a luxurious banquet. Avarice,
it is true, like fancy, was gratified, but the enjoyment, though rich to
that particular passion, left behind it a sense of unconscious remorse,
which gnawed his heart with a slow and heavy pain, that operated like a
smothered fire, wasting what it preys upon, in secrecy and darkness.
In plainer terms, he was not happy, but so absorbed in the ruling
passion--the pursuit of wealth--that he felt afraid to analyze his
anxiety, or to trace to its true source the cause of his own misery.
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