His nurse remembered him, and ran back to fetch him five minutes later.
But that five minutes of mental agony had done a work which was never to
be effaced. The powers of evil had come paralyzingly close, and nothing
can compare with the terrors of helpless childhood. Like dying saints,
children have eyes to see what is invisible to others. Children’s
dreams are not necessarily pleasant. There are some whose souls are
laid bare to the onslaughts of devils as well as angels. Even the deaths
of good men and women are not always, nor even often, peaceful.
To Richard, cowed and trembling—picture him; a small boy in a white
sailor suit, with tiny fingers battering vainly at the great oak door
whose latch was beyond his reach!—the five minutes of desertion spelled
eternity. The Bible had already taught him that a day might be as a
thousand years. His momentary vision as to the real meaning of the
verse was kept alive in him thereafter by the weekly sermons of the
Forbeggie minister, who loved to dilate—under some fifteen or sixteen
headings—upon the torture of impenitents by cheerful means of "worms of
the damned that dieth not and fire that is never to be quenched."
So much for the dark side of the picture, but Richard had many
compensations.
_Fide et Fortitudine_ was the motto of his race; he learnt its lessons
early. Let him but keep his inheritance, and he would not grudge one of
those many supperless occasions which helped to retain the mere
necessities of a clan deriving from Macduff, Thane of Fife. He loved
his land, and throve quite joyously upon austerities that would have
broken the spirit of a less hardy lad.
His natural reserve was fostered by enforced solitude. The days went
swiftly. To be more or less alone in the world, except for a collie
dog, is certainly not to be unhappy when every other bird comes to your
call, when stoats and ferrets even are familiar friends. Richard’s
mind, dependent upon nature for its amusements, was seldom called upon
to translate the word disappointment. The peace which wrapped him round
became his dear possession, and was peopled with invisible playmates.
There was a hut in the park near the river, some three miles away, where
Dan, the collie, and he played the parts of settlers in a land full of
enemies. He knew the range of every object within view. He altered the
defences day after day, laying down wire entanglements, building rough
stockades, or primitive trenches, with loopholes and head cover, in all
of which Dan took a profound interest.
Richard was his own stern critic, and yesterday’s work was pulled down
on the morrow, until a day came when, after subjecting it to the
severest tests he knew, he found it good.
Continually burrowing in dirt, growing in experience, could the heart of
boy ask more?
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