"You don’t want to talk about it, I know. I don’t, either. I had to
tell you, for I’m an old woman who has seen many seeming injustices in
the world, and who will rebel against them to the end—and so I am sorry
for you. Because I believe in happiness I should have arranged the
world differently to the way in which God has arranged it. But because
He is God, and has rolling centuries to match my little half-hour of
knowledge, I fold my hands and trust His purposes, although I absolutely
fail to see their meaning. Now let’s talk of something else. Have you
seen Dora Farquharson lately?"
"Only casually in the street," said Evelyn. "She seems rather to have
avoided me of late."
"Nor her husband?" asked Lady Wereminster, intent on fastening her
cloak.
Evelyn shook her head.
"We live very far out, you know, and of late, even had the Farquharsons
been disengaged, we’ve entertained so little that I’ve had no excuse for
asking them."
"If you had asked her, she’d have refused to come," said Lady
Wereminster from the door. "She’s jealous. A woman who is common at
heart takes common means of showing jealousy. But, mark my words, the
time will come when Dora’s in trouble, and she’ll send for you then
irrevocably as the one person she can trust."
Fond as she was of Lady Wereminster, Evelyn saw her go with a sigh of
relief. Unseen wounds hurt enough in any case, without being torn open
daily by our friends.—How hot and sultry it was!
One of the minor evils of what is called the artistic temperament is its
dependence on the changes of the season. So far, Evelyn had loved
spring and summer, had counted the days till April like a child awaiting
some coveted adventure. She loved to see the orchards break into bloom,
on the way to Kew; the first pink flush of almond blossom, the coming of
little green shoots on barren trees had struck her with a new
significance each year till now. The gradual coming of life was so
tender, so wonderful, so mysterious.... But this year, the light and
glow, the call of mating birds, the caress of the soft air, only served
to deepen her sense of pain. Everything spoke of the joy and promise of
life from which she stood aloof. Nature itself seemed to have taken up
arms against her, and its array of happy changes found her lonely and
sad.
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