Those who, like Evelyn, make their choice in something of the spirit of
a martyr, neither shirk nor evade the details of their fall. She was
offering herself to Farquharson as the alternative of worldly fame. Had
he retained his post in the Ministry she would, little by little, have
drifted away from his life. But as things stood, this was impossible.
Last night she had seen him shorn of every ambition, every hope, bereft
of power and honour, shamed and broken, disappointed and disillusioned,
forced to live with a woman who, once only uncongenial, was now actively
abhorrent; stricken to the core of his being by the loss of the little
son whose tender breath upon the waters of life had turned its gall and
bitterness into sweetness and solace.
Now, having made her decision, there would be no turning back, no
failure in carrying out the least of the many arrangements which it
demanded.
Mechanically, she set about her task of tidying the house, of setting in
more precise order that which was always orderly. She had withdrawn
what little money she had in her banking account, and left it in the
table drawer; Brand should not be pecuniarily the worse for her absence.
She wrote to various friends offering them the flat for the season; she
told them to deal direct with her solicitor, at 88 New Square, Lincoln’s
Inn, as she was going away shortly. She would not saddle her husband
with the rent of a flat when he could live in bachelor quarters far more
cheaply and conveniently.
There were a few personal possessions of her own, too, which were of
value—an old diamond pendant, a pearl necklace which her grandmother had
left her, a sapphire bracelet her godmother had given her at her
marriage, and a few other wedding presents which were marketable. She
telephoned to a jeweller whom she could trust, and interviewed him in
the afternoon. The result exceeded her expectations; she was able to
leave over two hundred and fifty pounds in bank-notes and cash in the
table drawer, for her husband to dispose of as he chose.
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