For the lad, tall and athletic, with a trick of blushing, had yet to
find himself. The pages of his life, so far, were singularly blank. He
had the sensitive nostrils and frank gaze of a man susceptible—almost
too susceptible—to influence and impressions, yet good breeding had
often made him elude opportunities which less artistic natures coveted.
That beauty of any kind would sway him you saw at a glance; beauty of
soul and shape, Divine and human. Had he not in certain instances been
kept back by the fitness of things, he would have invariably given
himself joyously to its influence, as a swimmer to the sea, playing with
it, while knowing that it had the power to drown. His eyes were a
dreamer’s eyes, able to see the Beatific Vision on Clapham Common—a
faculty not often met with in a man so broad of chest and lean of flank.
So far as personal courage went, Cummings’ might have carried him
through almost any form of mediæval torture, except the deprivation of
his means of washing. At Eton and Sandhurst he had passed through many
dubious escapades unscathed, delightfully blind to "scum and rot," as he
mentally summed up certain vagaries of his companions.
But he was now of the age which believes worldly experience to be a
necessary factor of life. In the last few days he had begun to be
ashamed of his own ignorance of inessential things.
It diverted Brand to play with, some said corrupt, such natures. He had
won the lad as tactfully as a woman might have done, luring him step by
step until confidence was established. Once that was done, the rest was
easy. Little by little the sanctuary of Cummings’ thoughts was invaded;
his circumstances, his surroundings, his hopes betrayed, until his soul
lay naked in the day. Another man, with so definite an end in view as
Brand had, might have hastened matters and spoilt all. He made no such
mistake.
"Looks and means," he said now dreamily, in the quiet high-bred voice,
which was one of his most valuable assets. "You ought to do well in
life, with both in your grasp. Few women withstand either, and none
both; and later on you’ll realize that success in life nearly always
augurs a swish of frills and furbelows in the background." He looked at
Cummings critically. "Remember what wins women wins fame. She’s wanton
too. You have more than your share of good things, my dear fellow. The
only point you really lack is confidence, the recognition that you can
hold your own as well in a crowd as in a _tête-à-tête_. If a man
doesn’t believe in himself he’ll never get even a woman to believe in
him."
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