"I could not help it! Oh, Benjamin, I could _not_ help it!" Big tears
started in her eyes, and rolled penitently down her cheek. "Take it
away! take it away!" she said, covering her face with both hands. "You
see how ravenous the taste of food makes me!"
"Take it!" said the old man, thrusting the platter into her lap.
"No! no! You haven't had a taste; you--you--I am better now, much
better!"
For one instant the old man's fingers quivered over the morsel still
left upon the platter, for he was famished and craving more food, even
as his wife had been; but his better nature prevailed, and dashing his
hand away, he thrust the plate more decidedly into her lap.
"Eat!" he said. "Eat! I can wait, and God will take care of the child!"
But the poor woman waved the food away, still keeping one hand
resolutely over her eyes. "No--no!" she said faintly, "no--no!"
Her husband lifted the plate softly from her lap: she started, looked
eagerly around, and sunk back in her chair with a hysterical laugh.
"The strawberries! the strawberries, Benjamin! Only think, if Julia
could not sell the strawberries she will eat them, you know, all--all.
Only think what a feast the child will have when she has all those
strawberries! Bring back the meat; what will she care for that?"
The old man brought back the plate, but with a sorrowful look. He
remembered that the strawberries entrusted to his grandchild were the
property of another; but he could not find the heart to suggest this to
the poor famished creature before him, and he rejoiced at the brief
delusion that would induce her to eat the little that was left. With
martyr-like stoicism he stifled his own craving hunger, and sat by while
his wife devoured the remainder of the precious store.
"And you have had none," she said, with a piteous look of self-reproach,
when her own sharp want was somewhat appeased.
"Oh, I can wait for Julia and the strawberries."
"And if that should fail," answered the poor wife, filled with remorse
at her selfishness, or what she began to condemn as such, "if anything
should have happened, you may pawn or sell the quilt to-morrow--I will
say nothing against it--not a word. It was used for the first time
when--when _she_ was a baby, and--"
"And we have starved and suffered rather than part with it!" cried the
old man, moving gloomily up and down the room, "while she--"
"Is dead and buried, I am afraid," said the woman, interrupting him.
"No," answered the old man, solemnly, "or we should not have been left
behind. It is not for nothing, wife, that you and I, and her child too,
have starved and pined, and prayed in this cellar. God has an end to
accomplish, and we are His instruments; how, I cannot tell. It is dark,
as yet; but all in His good time, His work will be done. Let us be
patient."
"Patient!" said the old woman, dolefully; "I haven't strength to be
anything but patient."
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