The man looking outside raised his clenched fists and said: "Is there
no God, no justice anywhere?"
As he spoke the woman dropped her fork and started, a shiver passed
over her. The man at her side hastily got up, brought her a wrap and
placed it on her shoulders. The man outside saw the fork fall, he saw
the wrap, and he muttered again: "There is a God, there is justice;
her conscience imprisons her as surely as----"
"Move on there! What are you lurking about here for?"
"All right, goin' 'ome, just met yer brother along there."
"He's not my brother," said the constable gruffly.
"Thought yer were all brothers, members of the same cloth, anyhow yer
all good sorts. Good-night."
"Be off home," said the constable, as he went on his way; and a second
man lost a chance of promotion that night.
"I must not run any more risks," thought the man, "but I'm glad I
crossed the road and looked in at that window. She suffers, she could
not have heard my voice, perhaps an internal justice carried it to her
and my words were whispered in her ears--such things have been known.
There she sits, feasting, surrounded by every comfort, but she's not
happy, she never will be, such women never are. God, to think what I
have gone through for her, what I have suffered! I have lived in hell,
in purgatory, and I ought to be on my way to heavenly peace. God, give
me a chance; I am an innocent man and You know it."
"Hallo, mate, where goin'? Yer a late bird," said Brack, as he knocked
against the man walking in a curiously wild way in the middle of the
road.
"Goin' 'ome," said the man.
"That'll not get over me; yer puttin' it on. I'm fra Yorkshire, and a
bit too cute for that."
"What d'yer mean?"
"That I've heard gents speak in my time, and I reckon you're one."
The man started; at first he was inclined to bolt; then as the light
of a lamp shone on Brack's face he saw it was honest, kindly, full of
charity, and through it he knew there was a big heart inside the rough
body.
"You are right," he said. "I was a gentleman, I hope I am one still,
although I have lived such a life that the wonder is I am not a
beast."
Brack looked hard at him; from his face his gaze wandered over his
body, then he looked at his hands; one was bound up, the other had
marks on it, deep marks, like the marks of teeth. Brack made up his
mind.
"Don't move," he said, "when I tell you something. I'm a man, not a
fiend, and I've an innocent brother over there," and he jerked his
hand in the direction of the moor far away. "Maybe you've seen him."
The man gasped--this old sailor knew! Should he--no, the face was
honest, he would trust him.
"Perhaps I have," he said.
"Are you the man that throttled that bloodhound?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Because if you are I'd like to clasp yer hand and say I think yer
brave."
The man held out his bandaged hand; the old sailor took it in his big,
horny palm tenderly, pressing it gently.
"The other one," he said.
The man held out his other hand.
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