Boarding schools -- England -- Fiction; Boys -- Fiction; Schools -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
One wonders whether any fellow ever loved a public-school chapel as much
as Jan loved his that afternoon, and not from the conscious promptings
of reverence and piety, but purely as a familiar place of peace and
comfort which he might never see again. The circumstances were probably
unique, and they gave him that new eye for an old haunt which had been
opened on the pitch the day before. But then he had been as a dying man,
and now he was as the dead come sneaking back to life for an hour or
less; the defiant enjoyment of forbidden fruit was among the springs of
his infinite exaltation.
The great east window made the first impress on his sensitised film of
vision; he had not been at the school four years, on a cricketer’s easy
footing with so many of the masters, without hearing that window frankly
depreciated; but it was light and bright, and good enough for Jan. Then
there were the huge brass candelabra in the chancel, pyramids of light
on winter evenings, trees of gold this golden afternoon; for the summer
sun came slanting in over everybody’s right shoulder, as all sat in rows
facing the altar, and not in the long opposing lines of other school
chapels. Tablets to Old Boys who had lived great lives or died gallant
deaths brought a sigh of envy for the first time. They were the only
sight that reminded Jan sorely of himself, until he looked up and saw
dear old Jerry standing in his marble pulpit for the last time. The hymn
ceased. The organ purred like a cat until the last stop had been driven
in. Jan supposed it must have done it always. A sparrow chirped outside,
and Mr. Thrale pronounced the invocation in that voice which knew no
lip-service, but prayed and preached as it taught and thundered, from
the heart.
“He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for
my sake shall find it.”
That was his text; and many there were present, boys and Old Boys,
masters and masters’ wives, who reverenced the preacher before all
living men, yet knew what was coming and faced it with something akin to
resignation. Life was the first word in his language, if not his last.
It meant so much to him. He never used it in the narrow sense. True Life
was his simple watchword; where the noun was, the adjective was never
far away, and together the two rolled out like noble thunder. The
corporate life, the life of a nation, the life of that school, it was
into those great streams that he sought to pour the truth that was in
him—sometimes at the expense of the individual ripple. Boys do not
listen to abstractions; abstract truths are better read than heard by
boy or man. Mr. Thrale was too elusive, perhaps too deep, for ordinary
ears; in his daily teaching he was direct, concrete, and dramatic, but
from his pulpit he soared above heads of all ages. Yet that earnest
voice and noble mien, which had so impressed Jan on his very first
Sunday in the school, were as the voice from Sinai and the face of God
to him to-day.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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