Boarding schools -- England -- Fiction; Boys -- Fiction; Schools -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
And off went Jan to watch the match, more excited than when he had lost
self-control in the quad; the difference was that he did not lose it for
a moment now. He heard the name of Devereux called over in its turn. He
knew that Carpenter had joined Devereux a moment later. He wondered
whether Devereux had seen him also—seen him from the first and
pretended not to see him—or only this minute while talking to Chips?
Was he questioning Chips, or telling him everything in a torrent?
Jan felt them looking at him, felt their glances like fire upon his neck
and ears, as one told and the other listened. But he did not turn round.
He swore in his heart that no power should induce him to turn round. And
he kept his vow for minutes and minutes that seemed like hours and
hours.
It was just as well, for he would have seen with his eyes exactly what
he saw in his mind, and that was not all there was to see. There was
something else that Jan must have seen—and might have seen through—had
his will failed him during the two minutes after call-over. That was the
celerity with which Heriot swooped down upon Devereux and Carpenter;
laid his hand upon the shoulder of the boy who had won his last term’s
prize; stood chatting energetically with the pair, chatting almost
sharply, and then left them in his abrupt way with a nod and a smile.
But Jan stood square as a battalion under fire, watching a game in which
he did not follow a single ball; and as he stood his mind changed,
though not his will. He wanted to speak to Evan Devereux now. At least
he wanted Evan to come and speak to him; in a few minutes, he was
longing for that. But no Evan came. And when at length he did turn
round, there was no Evan to come, and no Chips Carpenter either.
The game was in its last and most exciting stage when Jan took himself
off the ground; feeling ran high upon the rugs, and expressed itself
more shrilly and even oftener than before; and such a storm of cheering
chanced to follow Jan into the narrow country street, that two boys
quite a long way ahead looked back with one accord. They did not see
Jan. They were on the sunny side; he was in the shade. But he found
himself following Devereux and Carpenter perforce, because their way was
his. He slackened his pace; they stopped at the market-place, and
separated obviously against Carpenter’s will. Carpenter pursued his way
to Heriot’s. Devereux turned to the left across the market-place, into
the shadow of the old grey church with the dominant spire, with the
blue-faced clock that struck in the night, and so to the school
buildings and his own quad by the short cut from the hill. And Jan
dogged him all the way, lagging behind when his unconscious leader
stopped to greet a friend, or to look at a game of fives in the School
House court, and in the end seeing Devereux safely into his study before
he followed and gave a knock.
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