Did dreams, perhaps, come to cheer the repose of the unhappy boy? Did
the face of his mother and the recollections of his early childhood
grow bright in his memory, lighting up the darkness of his intelligence
and making his brain pulsate with excitement? Or was it perhaps only a
morbid phenomenon, like the jerky movements of a broken wheel, or the
index of a machine out of order, swinging idly to and fro? Or was it
an unconscious agitation of matter, like the ebb and flow of an unknown
and solitary sea?
What a contrast between the pleasing emotion which this work roused in
us and the sadness of the surroundings! Even that quarter of the city
in which the asylum is situated has something characteristic about it,
which De Amicis compared to the silence and mystery of an Oriental
town. Sometimes, when late on winter evenings I made my way along the
deserted streets, I could not even hear my own footsteps as they fell
noiselessly on the snow. In the long dormitories of the hospital the
dim light of the lamp could not dissipate the gloom in the remote
corners of the room. However much care I took to glide softly through
the room, in order not to disturb the sleep of those poor wretches,
many were yet sitting upright in their beds, with staring eyes, seeming
to await my coming and ready to shriek at me as I passed. Others,
uncovered and naked, in spite of the winter cold, gazed at me with
empty, fixed eyes; while others again, bound, to prevent their injuring
either themselves or others in their mad fury, followed my steps with
wild glances.
What a cheerless sight for a physician, and for me, who came amongst
them to study the brain. At the end of these rooms was a little
chamber in which I watched my subject. Often I had to interrupt my
investigations, and, lamp in hand, go to the most noisy, begging,
imploring them to be silent for one minute. It was a waste of breath.
Caresses, presents, threats--all were alike of no avail. And when, late
at night, discouraged at the failure of my experiments, I left that
abode of pain, they were still awake, staring at me with the fixed,
impenetrable gaze of a sphynx or the malignant smile of a demon; and
when I stepped out into the desolate street again it seemed to me as
though I had just escaped from a vision of spectres.
V
Physiologists may wait a long time before finding a more suitable
subject on which to study the circulation of blood in the brain than my
Bertino. He had a hole in the very middle of the forehead, that seemed
made to allow one to look into the skull as an old Greek philosopher
once wished to do with the human heart.
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