Feudal tyrants; or, The Counts of Carlsheim and Sargans, volume 1 (of 4)Naubert, Benedikte
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Feudal tyrants; or, The Counts of Carlsheim and Sargans, volume 1 (of 4)
Naubert, Benedikte
German fiction -- Translations into English
—“Ah! dear Countess!” she said to me one day, when she found me weeping
at having made new discoveries of his evil dispositions, discoveries
which almost every day afforded; “you know not yet, what a bad, bad man
he is! Scarcely do I dare to tell it you; but that voice which I heard
among my mother’s ravishers.... I am certain, _quite_ certain, that
voice was Count Ethelbert’s—I had _then_ never heard it speak but so
gently and so kindly.... But the first time that I heard him rage, I
recollected it that instant. How could I have been deceived? Oh! I
remember too well the terrible sound! But I have been silent till now,
for I tremble when I but think of the cruel manner, in which he used me,
when (while imploring him to take pity on my mother) I let fall, that I
was sure of having heard his voice before.”—
I was now better acquainted with the character of the man, whom I had
once looked upon as an angel of light; and I recollected several hints
of the old Seneschal, which seemed to imply a suspicion similar to that
of Minna. Yet the fact appeared to me in a light too dreadful to admit
of my giving it implicit confidence; and I judged it prudent to
contradict it with my lips, though in my heart I could not help
dreading, that the accusation was but too well-grounded.
Alas! it was not long, before I was thoroughly convinced, that my
husband was capable of many a deed, of which during the happy days of my
love-sick delusion I would have asserted his innocence with an oath, and
have suffered the weight of his guilt to have been charged upon my own
conscience! Alas! it was not long, before I had but too much reason to
confess, that there was no impossibility in his having been concerned in
that perfidious act, which his innocent accuser had alleged against him.
The persons, who had been the original means of bringing me acquainted
with the Count of Carlsheim (an acquaintance which I already began to
consider as a misfortune), the Abbot and Prior of Cloister-Curwald had
been maintained in their rights by my good uncle; and under his powerful
protection they lived in harmony with their monks from the time of my
interference. However, no sooner had the jurisdiction of this monastery
been made over by Count Venosta to my husband, than discontent and
rebellion began to resume their influence over the younger monks, who
felt themselves opprest by the restraints imposed on them by their
virtuous superiors. Often did Abbot Christian, when I knelt before him
in his confessional, return my confidence by an acknowledgment of his
secret sorrows, and explain his melancholy forebodings of what would be
his convent’s future fate, in a manner that touched me to the very
heart. But I was myself too weak to assist the venerable man; my husband
was deaf to my entreaties; and Count Venosta was at too great a distance
to admit of any good effects being produced by my applying to him.
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