Feudal tyrants; or, The Counts of Carlsheim and Sargans, volume 3 (of 4)Naubert, Benedikte
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Feudal tyrants; or, The Counts of Carlsheim and Sargans, volume 3 (of 4)
Naubert, Benedikte
German fiction -- Translations into English
The Abbess bestowed upon me a few hours every day in that closet, where
the portraits of the Ladies of Sargans had first attracted my attention
to those models of virtue and patient suffering: her account of them did
not greatly vary from that, which I had already obtained. I confess,
that where-ever a clerical person would have appeared in rather an
odious light, whether it was a Monk or a Nun, a Bishop or an Abbess, the
good lady never failed to soften matters and wrap the transgressors up
carefully in the veil of mystery; but those examples of misfortune and
heroic self-command, which appeared so peculiarly applicable to myself,
she confirmed most fully, and exactly as I had read them: nor can I
decide, whether they made most impression on me while reading them alone
and for the first time by the glimmerings of a midnight lamp, or when
they were pronounced by the lips of this holy woman, this earthly saint,
whose head within a few short years (too soon alas! for those who like
me know her worth) will be crowned with wreaths of celestial glory.
Though scarcely in the autumn of her life, the excellent Abbess already
stands upon the brink of her grave. A slow consumption insensibly
destroys her noble powers, and the repetition of these adventures was a
real sacrifice which she made to friendship. Her present state adds
weight to her testimony. Think you, Oswald, that so near the transit
from time to eternity, she would waste away her hours in relating tales,
which she knew to be mere fabrications?—Impossible!
No! oh, no! What I have read, is true! The venerable Urania, on whose
image my eye rests with such soft melancholy, and thou too, poor
Adelaide, whose bitter fate beguiled me so often of my tears! you both
once lived and suffered, you both once thought and acted, exactly as I
have read and believed; and these examples of heroic patience, under
afflictions far heavier than mine, shall serve _me_ as guides in the
conduct, which it now becomes me to pursue.
But for thee, generous Helen! for thee whose fortune so thoroughly
resembles my own, from this moment thou shalt be the model, after which
I will form my whole heart and character; and when my resolution
staggers under the weight of human weakness, to thy portrait will I turn
my eyes for comfort and support.
My brother, I am convinced beyond the power of doubting, that Helen
herself, and no other, was the authoress of the concluding manuscript.
Every page of it betrays marks of an interest, which none but an actor
in the tale could be capable of feeling; and oh! how much has this
persuasion increased in my eyes the value of the writing!
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