Oswald made no attempt to renew the conversation, and Hedwig, for her
part, showed but little inclination to pursue it. After a while,
however, the silence became oppressive to her, and she ventured the
first remark that suggested itself.
'What a miserable April! Anyone would think we were in cold, foggy
autumn, with winter closing in upon us. We are to be cheated this year
of all our spring delights.'
'Are you so fond of spring?' asked Oswald.
'I should like to know who is not fond of it? When one is young,
flowers and sunshine seem necessary as the air we breathe. One cannot
do without them. But perhaps you are of a different opinion.'
'It all depends. Flowers and sunshine do not come with every spring;
nor are they given to everyone in their youth.'
'Were they not given to you?'
'No.'
The negative was very harsh and decided. Hedwig glanced up at the
speaker; it occurred to her, perhaps, that he was austere and
undelightful as the spring day which excited her displeasure. What a
contrast was there between this conversation and the sparkling,
playful babble in which the young engaged pair had so recently
indulged here, on the self-same spot! Even the 'plan of campaign' to
be undertaken against their parents had been sketched out in a spirit
of drollery, amid endless pleasantries, and any lurking anxiety as to
the issue had been chased away by jests and laughter. But now, with
Oswald von Ettersberg standing before her in his cold unyielding
attitude, not only all the merriment, but all desire for it, had
vanished as by enchantment. This solemn strain of talk seemed to come
as a matter of course, and the young girl even experienced a certain
attraction in it and desire to pursue it.
'You lost your parents early? Edmund has told me so; but at Ettersberg
you found a second home and a second mother.'
The stern, aggressive look, which for a while had disappeared, showed
itself again in the young man's face, and his lips twitched almost
imperceptibly.
'You mean my aunt, the Countess?'
'Yes. Has she not been a mother to you?' Again there came that slight
spasmodic working about the corners of the mouth, which was anything
rather than a smile, but his voice was perfectly calm, as he replied:
'Oh, certainly. Still, there is a difference between being the only
child of the house--beloved as you and Edmund have been--and a
stranger admitted by favour.'
'Edmund looks on you exactly as a brother,' interrupted the young
girl. 'It is a great grief to him that you are meaning to leave him so
soon.'
'Edmund appears to have been very communicative with regard to me,'
said Oswald coldly. 'So he has told you of that already, has he?'
Hedwig flushed a little at this remark.
'It is natural, I think, that he should make me acquainted with the
affairs of the family I am likely to enter. He mentioned this fact to
me, lamenting that all his efforts to induce you to remain at
Ettersberg had failed.'
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