“It isn’t only that. They can stare a woman down as a wild beast
can, and that’s what women like. I never so much as looked on them as
men--not in that way, for a Cassis woman, m’sieu. But Marie----”
He choked, ground his teeth on his cigar stump, let it drop, and stamped
out the glowing end on the brick floor with his heel.
“She served them, m’sieu,” he resumed, after clearing his throat. “But
I was mostly there, and I don’t see how--but women can always find the
way. Well, one day she went to what they call a sand-diviner. She didn’t
pretend anything. She told me she wanted to go, and I was ready. I was
always ready that she should have any little pleasure. I couldn’t leave
the café, so she went off alone to a room he had by the Garden of the
Gazelles, at the end of the dancing-street.”
“I know--over the place where they smoke the kief.”
“She didn’t answer, but went and sat down under the arbour, opposite to
where they wash the clothes. I followed her, for she looked ill.
“‘Did he read in the sand for you?’ I said.
“‘Yes,’ she said; ‘he did.’
“‘What things did he read?’
“She turned, and looked right at me. ‘That my fate lies in the sand,’
she said--‘and yours, and hers.’
“And she pointed at little Marie, who was playing with a yellow kid we
had then just by the door.
“‘What’s that to be afraid of?’ I asked her. ‘Haven’t we come to the
desert to make our fortune, and isn’t there sand in the desert?’
“‘Not much by here,’ she said.
“And that’s true, m’sieu. It’s hard ground, you know, at Beni-Mora.”
“Yes,” I said, offering him another cigar.
He refused it with a quick gesture.
“She never would say another word as to what the sand-diviner had told
her; but she was never the same from that day. She was as uneasy as a
lost bitch, m’sieu; and she made me uneasy too. Sometimes she wouldn’t
speak to our little one when the child ran to her, and sometimes she’d
catch her up, and kiss her till the little one’s cheek was as red as if
you’d been striking it. And then one day, after dark, she went.”
“Went!”
“I’d been ill with fever, and gone to spend the night at the sulphur
baths; you know, m’sieu, Hammam-Salahkin, under the mountains. I came
back just at dawn to open the café. When I got off my mule at the door
I heard”--his face twitched convulsively--“the most horrible crying of
a child. It was so horrible that I just stood there, holding on to the
bridle of the mule, and listening, and didn’t dare go in. I’d heard
children cry often enough before; but--_mon Dieu!_--never like that. At
last I dropped the bridle, and went in, with my legs shaking under me.
I found the little one alone in the house, and like a mad thing. She’d
been alone all night.”
His face set rigidly.
“And her mother knew I should be all night at the Hammam,” he said. “Fin
Tireur--yes, it was coming back, and finding my little one left like
that in such a place, made me earn the name.”
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