Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in FranceStimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
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Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in France
Stimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Hospitals; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives
chaffing with the sisters, and although overwhelmed by the awfulness of
his condition I did not grasp the full meaning of it until as I passed
him he said, “Sister, will you put out my cigarette for me.” Stooping
over him, I took it out of his mouth and asked him if he didn’t want any
more of it as it wasn’t half burned away. And he said, pulling out his
huge bandaged hand from under the blanket, “No, sister, thank you, I
only want a little of it since I can’t take it out of my mouth after I
once get it in.” I wonder what any of you would do under circumstances
like that. It seemed as though my throat would burst, and I had to think
very quickly how absurd it would be for the new Matron to weep before
all those heroic, stoical men and the matter-of-fact, externally brusque
but inwardly most kind, English officer, and orderlies, so I got myself
together speedily while I was putting out the cigarette in the sand with
my boot toe. And he was only one, and there are thousands like him.
Two of our men were buried by the explosion of a mine. The one who had
his head out in the air put his hand over the face of the other so that
the latter could breathe and did not suffocate, but the first was badly
hurt in the chest. There are hundreds of stories like these. The nurses
are always telling something new about their men. Little things that
come out in the course of conversation, enough to fill a book. One of
the most pitiful groups are the “shell shocks.” The other night the
explosion of shells could be distinctly heard, and almost all these
cases shook as though they were having convulsions all night. As one of
them said, “Some poor devils are getting theirs now.” One interesting
case was brought in unable to speak several days ago. The other night he
fell out of bed, and sat up and said “Sister, I can talk now.” These
shell-shock cases are always falling out of bed, it seems.
Yesterday I went to town for the first time since I have been here. I
went for the straw hats. I went into the Cathedral, which is by far the
most beautiful I have ever seen, I think, with the exception of that at
Milan. It is going to be a constant joy to have that place to visit.
Rouen is an interesting city and has good shops. It swarms with uniforms
of all hues.
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