Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in FranceStimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
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Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in France
Stimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Hospitals; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives
This letter was not meant for a eulogy, though it seems to have turned
into one. But my attention has turned to our unusual good fortune in
having such a leader, by the fact that other Chief Nurses do not always
get the kind of help and coöperation that I am getting. What would I do
if I had forbidden my nurses to do something which I felt was wrong or
inadvisable and then the director of the Unit reversed the action? It is
an unbearable situation to conceive, but I am afraid some Chief Nurses
may have to face just such difficulties. But here such a situation could
not possibly exist. Other Units have sneered a little at what they call
our religious attitude, having nightly services on the boat, regular
attendance at services here, and making the whole thing a prolonged act
of service. But as Dr. Murphy said when he talked to our nurses that
last night in London, there is only one way of bearing the close contact
with such pain and sorrow, of bearing whatever discomforts we may
ourselves have to bear, of working out our own internal problems of
antipathies or antagonisms, of keeping our souls serene, and that is by
doing it all with the deepest religious motive and in utter devotion to
service. I have heard him say many times, “We have come to serve in
whatever way we can and as long as we are needed.” And so I look ahead
to the future with the greatest peace of mind. I am not afraid of any
difficulties with my women or with the men.
My women are splendid. A few, of course, have periods of rearing, but
they all have steadied down most beautifully. And I think now that it
was emotions strained almost beyond endurance at first that caused the
rearing. We are all happy, contented, and well, and I am so proud of the
spirit of coöperation I find among them I can hardly express it. I
certainly have some wonderfully splendid women with me. Some of them
have queer exteriors and some queer ways, but they are fine within.
Every now and then I put on the bulletin board some little poem about
the meaning of the war and the ideals we are fighting for, or a
paragraph from some newspaper about America’s quick response to the call
for help to defend these ideals, and you ought to see their heads go up
and their eyes brighten. They don’t care that they have had bully beef
twice in one day or that the knives and forks are sticky, and they have
no tablecloths or butter dishes. It would be so hopeless if one did not
get a response. My bulletin board is the side of a packing box put on a
standard just outside the mess door.
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