Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in France — John Shaqi
Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in FranceStimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
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Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in France
Stimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Hospitals; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives
Our nurses don’t need any “Hate Lecture” after what we have seen in the
past few days. We have been receiving patients that have been gassed,
and burned in a most mysterious way. Their clothing is not burned at
all, but they have bad burns on their bodies, on parts that are covered
by clothing. The doctors think it has been done by some chemical that
gets its full action on the skin after it is moist, and when the men
sweat, it is in these places that are the most moist that the burns are
the worst. The Germans have been using a kind of oil in bombs, the men
say it is oil of mustard. These bombs explode and the men’s eyes, noses,
and throats are so irritated they do not detect the poison gas fumes
that come from the bombs that follow these oil ones, and so they either
inhale it and die like flies, or have a delayed action and are affected
by it terribly several hours later. We have had a lot of these
delayed-action gassed men, who cough and cough continuously, like
children with whooping cough. We had a very bad case the other night who
had not slept one hour for four nights or days, and whose coughing
paroxysms came every minute and a half by the clock. When finally the
nurses got him to sleep, after rigging up a croup tent over him so that
he could breathe steam from a croupkettle over a little stove that
literally had to be held in the hands to make it burn properly, they
said they were ready to get down on their knees in gratitude, his
anguish had been so terrible to watch. They said they could not wish the
Germans any greater unhappiness than to have them have to witness the
sufferings of a man like that and know that they had been the cause of
it. It is diabolical the things they do, simply fiendish, and like the
things that would be expected from precocious degenerates.
I cannot imagine what kind of change is going to take place in our minds
before we get home. There are so many changes coming over our ideas
every day. They are not new ideas, for many people have had them before,
since the beginning of this war, but they are new to us. Human life
seems so insignificant, and individuals are so unimportant. No one over
here thinks in any numbers less than 50 or 100, and what can the serious
condition of Private John Brown of something or other, Something Street,
Birmingham, matter? One’s mind is torn between the extremes of such
feelings, for when a nurse takes the pulse of a wounded sleeping man and
he wakes just enough to say “Mother,” she goes to pieces in her heart,
just as though he weren’t only one of the hundreds of wounded men in
just this one hospital.
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